Holidays...

When i start to ENJOY my holidays.....they are ending....

HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICIALLY ENDED......E.O.S ( END OF STORY Ler...what u all thinking?)

Tagged...

It seems that i am never free from being tagged....okay...this was by Chong Beng (good for you man...i will squash u tmr !!)

Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
urm, not earlier than 28...haha...i love being single at the moment !!

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?

urm, tough question, probably, Xiao Yun (for her rationality), See Teng(for able to look far and wide into the future) and Sze Kei(a happy babe).

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
ANYWAY...except China, my village, the worst place i ever gone. If really need to choose, i would want to go Japan again !! Wee

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
World Peace? haha. Nah....everyone i knows can be just as healthy and happy as possible.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
I can survive with sufficient money for survival....but not TOTALLY without money...since in this world, there is no such thing as can survive without a single pence. NO WAY.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My Family and Friends.

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Put all the money into those unit trust and start rolling money to earn my tution fees? haha. Then get the dividen to go travel....hehe

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends, im quite conservative, not until i make sure he has the same feelings to me? I don't like being rejected...muahaha

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Cheerful, highly talented in talking crap, a big joker.

10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
urm, 5C? no no....now is 5B (bunglow, BMW, Billion, Bachelor degree ...i forgot whats the last...) ....haha...joking ler......urm, don't know ler.......coz my requirement changes everyday...haha

11. What kind of person you hate the most?
right now, money sucker........like my aunt and uncle way back in china.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Yea, i guess, 1st, i want to stop my grandmother dying.....2nd, to meet my grandfather before he dies...

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
Love without any condition? Isn't it OBVIOUS?? Un= no ; Condition = condition and love = love....whole thing is no condition's love....hahaha

14. if you had a pet orang utan, what would you call him? and why?
Chong Beng.....for tagging me...and come to think about it now...he really has the potential, tall enough and the hands and legs are long enough....ahahahahahaha

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
Obviously run....what i am to do with war? i can't fight...and i see no point in fighting.

16. (doreen's question) If you are given a chance to have a secret talent/power....which one you would want?

Urm......i shouldn't have ask this...coz i also don't know what i want.......probably....healer? So i can heal everyone who is dying? hahaha...then no one would die and no one would be sad.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Many many nice friends.....who are always around me....thanx buddies !!

18. What's your weakest point?
Pessimistic...domineering....and stubborn? haha.

19. (Bing's Question) It's the end of the world, who do you go to see one last time?
My family.........and of coz those whom i loved and had passed away (go see their grave also good)

20. What is the one thing you regret most?
urm.........can i write 2? hahaha. ........never been able to talk my grandmother out of her problem and let her die..........and of coz...never able to see my grandpa before he dies.....sigh...

tagging time....woooo.......lets see who are the lucky ones ~
1. Chen Yi
2. Sze Kei
3. Wen Chung
4. Chris
5. Eng Hui
6. Yew Wen
7. Li-Ying
8. Yunn Cheng
9. Theng Wai
10. Xinnee

=)

My Grandpa

Dear All, im sorry to not on my windows messenger since i fear that once i on, i will chat with you and throw all my jobs to my mum who already has a lot of jobs to do and is on the edge of breaking down.

This morning, again, woke up with a jumped, this time awaken by father since he urgently ask me to get out of the bed, go sit in the living room and watch out whether my grandpa suddenly decided to come out from the room or not. yesterday night, i don't know what time, i just heard my dearest tut tut, barked a lot and this morning, my dad told me that he went to check out and found that my grandpa fell down while heading to the toilet. Thats why he wake me up to look after my grandpa while he is out for fear my grandpa would come out the room and fell again.

Talking about my grandpa, he is finally back with us, from the village. I don't know how long can he stand living with us, since he is so weak, yet, for the time being, i am so going to be occupied by him, unlike last time, i can leave the house when ever i want to go out shopping. Nah, now is all about grandpa grandpa and grandpa.

The 1st day i reached China, i was greeted by a Going-To-Win-Oscar actress aunt who cried when she saw us, telling us that my grandpa was very weak. Well, as usual, my family didn't believe her, since her motive is always to suck money from us. Anyway, we went to my grandpa's room and got the shock out of our lifes. I cannot belive that, approximately 1 year ago, my grandpa was complaint by the doctor that he a obese and must watch out for his colesterol level, right now, he is just skinny, all muscle wasted, hair unkept, face fully blacked like a coal, lying...no...should be....hugging himself in his electric blanket, murmuring cold. I remembered that tears came to my face and i have to go out from the room, soothed my emotions before heading in the room again. My grandpa was so glad to see us and the 1st sentence he told us was " I want to Go home". Home here means Malaysia. This phrase certainly terrified both my parents and my aunt and uncle. Why? let me explain below.

Well, my grandpa has been serving as an ATM machine since i was about 12years old. He brought a lot of money from Malaysia and gave those people there despite my mother and I complaining that i didn't even have enough money to pay my tuition fees in uni. However, my dad, being a very nice kid, just gave whatever amount my grandpa wants. Well, that time, my grandpa was still healthy, he can walk around, scold people esp my aunt who is very money minded(suck a lot of money from us) and my stupid useless uncle who knows nothing except being chronic alcoholic, chronic smoker and chronic " actioniker" (i made up myself, means some one who really loves to action action la...). How chronic is chronic you might ask? 10cigg a day and 5bottles of beer everyday since 5yrs ago? NO WAY. The way he smokes and drinks is way out of our limit. When he smokes.....he CONTINUOUSLY smokes....means, he finish one cigg...then light another one and continue......then if his friends come, they would offer him one...then smokes on.....so on and on and on...until can be one packet of about 20 PER TIME. I don't know how many time he smokes everyday, lost count since whenever i see him, he is smoking. About drinking....how he drinks. He don't drink tin beers. He only drinks either red wine or XO...damn him...here we only drink champagne or fizzy drinks...he dare drink XO. When he drinks.....you know...those people....who just grab the whole bottle....put in the mouth..." ku-du ku- ku-du " start drinking until the last drop finishes? Yea...thats the way he drinks. So, usually...he would finish one whole bottle....while my parents and I only get about 2 small cup per person. DAMN HIM. I rather throw into toilet bowl for disintefact then letting you drink like a cow. So, now, my job for every day....is to pray....not pray him in healthy....but pray so that he die faster. Lol. Imagine...with that kind of smoke and alcohol......within 10years sure byebye to him. Good also la....at least there is less one humbug left in the world....doing bad things to the city. Muahaha.

So yea, my grandpa, now currently sort of immobile unless you pull him up and walk while holding him. I bet in china, my aunt and uncle didn't even bother to pull him out from the bed...but just left him there, let him die which makes me even furious. COME ON....HE IS HUMAN, an old and helpless one. I, who was hated by my grandpa since i was born also care for him....but you? You were loved by him yet you treated him so. I really hope there is a god who can kill him right away. No need give me face.

Sigh, talking about being terrified, my parents were terrified since my grandpa's visa was way over-due (my grandpa lives in some very very ulu and sangkala village...where there is no basic infrastructure) and no one....not my stupid aunt and uncle are willing to bring him to the China Gov department to renew. The renew procedures are extremely difficult and costly......further more, my parents didn't expect my grandpa to follow us back so we didnt bring enough money for Visa renewal and Air-Ticket (thanx to those who helped me check MAS air ticket....ARIGATO!!) On the other hand, my aunt and uncle are also terrified. Why? Well, coz their ATM machine is leaving. When there is an ATM machine, at least once in a while the banker (in this case is my dad) would put some money in and they can withdraw money, yet if ATM machine goes, banker won't even come and put money and they would have no more money to maintain their nice live of red wine and XO and Cigg. Haha. PADAN MUKA THEM !!!!

OMG....my mum is calling...need to go.....sigh. CAN SOMEONE JUST BLAST MY AUNT AND UNCLE ...MAKE THEM DIE? OR I WOULD NEVER REST!!! MY GRANDPA IS BEING MISTREATED.......or kena dera...if you want in BM. DAMN THEM !!

My Birthday

Yes...people....i am back...back from an awful trip of china, which i will update soon after i finish few things as stated below
1. Elective Report...i still stuck at 1st few page...all thanks to my laziness
2. Unpacking of Luggage....
3. Have enough sleep since i am currently suffering from " panda eye disease " although i slept a lot in china.
4. Repair my EQ level since most of it had been taken away and destroyed while i was in china which explains why i am so gek hei for most of the days.
5. Last but not least, my own diary of going to china.

I just cannot believe that this morning, i JUMPED out of the bed instead of waking up naturally by my mum shouting at me. She had been having diarrhea for 4days, but since the village has no such thing as MBBS doctor, just those no licence Chinese Sinsei, so yea, she refuse to go to see those people and all i can do is to make sure she drink most of the ORS i made for her. Thank God that I remembered the formula for making it. Lol. Then, had the nicest breakfast i ever had in that 8days and then depart to the airport, again with full of "angerness" in my stomach (coz my dad actually belive my useless uncle, who don't know anything yet trying to show off that he is EXTREMELY knowledgeable....even MUCH MUCH better than me.....keep telling my dad that all our luggage is MORE THAN 80KGs...and my stupid dad actually belive him rather than ME.....HIS OWN DAUGHTER...which makes me even angry).

Anyway, had a quite suffering trip, since the chair is not as comfortable, i don't know why last week, i was thinking that the MAS Airline chair was very nice to sit on. Further more, no lengchai to see this time....haha (I met a leng chai air steward on my way heading to Xiamen, M'sian la...of coz.....was hoping to meet him again when i come back....but all of them are AH PEK ler....) Then went through everything and finally, now, writing my very 1st post after coming back from that trip while bobbing along....i don't know why, i didn't take any ships, but still...i felt like im sitting on the sea. OMG

Speak about my stupid birthday yesterday, all i need to say is a big " THANK YOU " to all of you all, who actually remembered and sent me sms, although after i replied telling that i am in china, most of you never reply? haha. Anyway, one sms is enough to pull me through yesterday. Sad to say, my birthday was spent on bed, sleeping most of the time. Why? 1stly, my mum wasn't well, so she slept a lot and run to the toilet frequently, so i just sleep along with her.2ndly, i had a bad night sleeping with her running to toilets, so i am indeed lack of sleep. 3rdly, my back just aches like nobody's business and during lunch, i have no appetite at all and i had a fever. 4thly, i was so angry with everything there....so, the best way to keep me from shouting at them is to sleep. 5th, although its MY birthday and there is a FEAST going on that night, but the aim of the feast is not for me. Instead, its for my cousins who are coming back home from some town quite far away, yea. so im sort of jealous and angry ler... 6th, im just lonely....no ones know my birthday there, i was forbidden to tell since my mum scared they might spend more of our money.....i have a friend there ( who is my cousin's wife) but i cannot tell her or she would start buying me birthday presents and she is not well off at all...........the most important point is......MY PARENTS DIDN"T EVEN REMEMBER. I tell you, i keep telling myself " its okay, they would remember by end of the day....and its JUST 20th birthday, not big deals.....". But you know, the disappointment is just there. So, to clear that and to not think of anything.......i went to bed.

Slept on and on.....till about 5pm, i woke up....went for a quiet stroll alone since i don't want to talk to ANYBODY....just let me be sad alone...........finally, got caught by my mother and being dragged into a room to get introduce to my dear according to my stupid useless uncle " no her for a day, the company would close down " cousin's wife. Haha. She is actually nice.......nothing against her.....she is really nice.

Anyway, yea, in the end, after the feast (ends about 9pm) , i got so fed up, went up to my bedroom and watch 2episodes of Atsuhime and went to bed again. Lol. See....my birthday basically are accompanied by my bed. Sigh.

Alright...i really cannot stand it anymore....i need to sleep...my head is bobbing real bad !!

I Miss My Dog (T.T)

Sigh....sigh and sigh....

Just sent my dog to the pet shop. The cage for him was pretty small. Not much space to move around since he is quite big. Wanted to get a bigger cage for him, but the next bigger size is for those really BIG dogs. Even if i pay for him to live in that BIG cage...what if suddenly some customer bring a bigger dog? Im sure the owner of the shop would put my dog back into the smaller cage and let the bigger dog have the cage. Very Sure. Got money to earn...who won't?

When i gave the owner to bring my dog to the cage...he look at me with big eyes, must be asking where is he being brought to. When he was locked in the cage...his eyes are so doleful...on the spot, i felt like crying myself. Sad. On his birthday, instead of having big cakes of having dog treats, he has the opposite....getting locked in the cage. I can see he is very scared of the new enviroment but at the same time, understand that we just put him few days. He wasn't crying when we left....how i fear he would.

Now is about 11pm, its weird knowing that there is no one downstairs. No Ah Tut lying in his sleeping place.....no occasional bells ringing which indicate he is turning sideways while sleeping.......

I Seriously Miss My Dog......

and

I can't believe that its just the 1st night. I haven't even go to china....and i start to miss him. Just now he was given some food...really SOME food......i don't think its enough for him...since he is a big eater.....but he is willing to try that food which makes me feel a bit more relieved.

I MISS AH TUT !!!

Sigh....

Well, not supposed to sigh right now, since i should be looking forward to the china trip which might be the last time i join my family travelling around. Yet.....

I am so going to miss Tut Tut, my little brother, also known as my dog. Lol. I am going to drop him in the pet shop which i always go to get him some supplements. Lol. Oh ya, not to say, i think thats the shop where m brother bought him too. So, if you think from his view, its like " coming out from the place, then after a year, on his birthday, we send him back to the place again ". Its sad. But what to do? no one wanted to take care of him.....sigh. I bet he is going to cry loud tmr after my mum and i left the shop.

Talk about this shop, it has a very cute name -- The Pet Concerto. The tauke sho there is a very nice, middle age women who knows dogs very well. So, i actually felt safe putting ah tut there. Pet Concerto...haha....its like when dogs and cats start singing a choir.....then...it would be a concert....but would it be?? Meow meow woff woff...how to be concerto? Haha.

Right...got to proceed with packing. See you guys when i come back !!

Master Piece No.2

Been really really busy these few days. Came back from Sban, the place which i did my medical elective posting. It was a great place, a great experiance, but well, took a bit more time, which leaves me very little holidays to my own. Oh, never mind, it was really a great experiance, i bet not even 20people in my batch has that kind of experiance. Next, for the weekends, i spent in matta fair searching high and low for any tour that would depart between 20th march to 27th march to Xiamen so i can join them for a trip. I bought air ticket from MAS air fair and i was glad that i did, since no tour actually depart on the stated date and the air ticket price shot up a little. Oh ya, not to say, i spent time on my sprained neck and my birthday dinner...yum yum.

Today, went to Putrajaya Hospital to collect my brother's elective posting letter and did a hair cut. My hair was ....still the same style, but comparitively shorter. Told the barber not to cut it so short...but,well...she never listen ...even if she does, she would come out with a style of her own ( for exp my PROM photo...OMG!!). Then just now, i cleaned my cupboard, took out loads of t-shirts which i don't really want to wear ( not i don't want...but no time, 90% of my time are spent in IMU wearing formal...sigh). So, those shirts would be going to the charity home....good also ler. Stay in my cupboard won't have any good....at least donating to charity home would make the kids there happy ( or teen? since my size is ...urm...aldult size? haha)

Oh great, what am i crapping about? Anyway the main point is despite of being so busy, i still got time to finish up my scarf. I brought my 15%done scarf to chen yi's house last week and really slave myself (her mother kept thinking im knitting for someone special...for god's sake i am still single ler...aunty~~ lol. ). Well, finally, yesterday i completed everything....and of coz, the SS me...always syok sendiri-ing...would took pictures ler. Haha.

Well, a picture is worth 1000 words...so below is worth...few thousands.....

Enjoy~

p/s: just give me some comment on the scarf K? i want to know whether this pattern is nice or not. hehe.

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Ignore the messiness of the bed....haha...just want to show u how long the scarf is!!

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Another picture showing the length !!

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The end of it !!

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Folding it into halves

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This is the middle part of the scarf.

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Ignore me SS...haha

Its really long if i wrap it around my neck once only.

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Putting the 2 end infront!!
again...SS...haha

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This is the length after i wrap twice at my neck.

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Basically...just to show the fringe.

yea...thats all...i know i look bad behind the scarf,,,haha...not match ler....but still....ignore me...look at the scarf K? i still think the 1st scarf (as in my 1st master piece) looks nicer...

Updates....

Someone asked me to update my blog.....and well, lets skip the elective part la.....i am working on the report, so don't ask me to retype the same thing here. When i finish my report, only i will copy and paste here la. Haha

Anyway, lets update a bit on today.

I had an early birthday treat today with my parents. I told them that the nearer to my birthday, the more bad luck i am and they don't belive. So, they decided to take me to the Shogun Japanese Restaurant to show that i am not that bad luck. Well, Shogun does serve a lot of food which i really like. For instance, Sushi....Unagi with Jap rice, Japanese green beans ( about RM 40 per kg in m'sia ), Kimchi, Oden in beef sukiyaki, Miso Soup and the best thing is-----CHOCOLATE fountain !! Muahaha~

I had a great time....until about after 1 hour plus we were in the restaurant and suddenly, i felt stomach ache. I just cannot stand the pain and rushed to the nearest toilet to...well....do business la. I took quite a long time that my mother was worried and went to look for me. God knows how long i was in the cubical, finally came out with a pale face, holding on to my tummy. I still have some rice in my mouth but it tasted so sour that i vomited out with some other food i just ate.

Sigh. That wasn't the 1st bad luck i had. The 1st bad luck was spraining my neck yesterday morning. I woke up as usual and sat on the bed for a while. Then i decided to look towards left where chen yi was happily sleeping, when a " crack " sound was heard and then i turn to my right as a reflex and the next thing i know is, i cannot turn to my left without feeling extreme pain. So, i had my head toppled sideways, driving to hospital, thinking that i would stand the pain and the uncomfortable till i get home and see my panal doctor. However, thanks to chen yi, who helped me ask the kakak who works in the lab to get some ointment for me and the Kakak just tell me to go get a green form and seek medical attention in a special clinic call I-Care. It was F.O.C. I just signed myself under pathology lab as a trainee and hola...i get to see the doctor who can't stop grinning to himself, keep reassure me that it would be fine after 2-3 days and told me firmly to warm my pillow before i sleep. I was thinking what was warm my pillow, yet it didn't come to my mind to ask the doctor. Never mind, i have an idea of sitting on my pillow with my ass for 15minutes every night before going to bed. That should be warm enough? ahaha.

Another bad luck thing was, right before i headed to have dinner....i went to the IT center in piramid to ask the person who sold me the printer refill to show me how to refill my stupid printer cartridge who cannot work even if its just 1 colour ran out of ink. Stupid Printer. But the sales man told me that " aiyah....compatible cannot refill de wor ", end of story. Wah lau eh...bluff me into buying only say cannot refill. Damn you !! So, i went to few other shops finding for my ink ( compatible la...not original...if original, very easy find punya) But, all the answers i got from other shops are " har...this printer model not popular ler...we don't sell..." or else " original got la...compatible don't have ". I feel like stranggling all of them !! So my dad gave up and we went for dinner.

Anyway, it was fun today. Although we went to Matta Fair, got nothing except lots of rubbish...........my neck was worst when i got home from the fair since i tilted for too long without resting on a pillow.........i had a bad tummy ache and vomited.......my printer couldn't get a compatible ink which means my printer is going to be paralysed till i get a new ink. HOWEVER, the good side of all is....i was in contact with the tour guide friend i knew 4 years ago back in china, i had a really nice japanese food as my birthday treat ( my dad was saying if so cool that on my birthday, 3 of us came out from the village to the city of Xiamen, he would treat me again since he think it is a bit too early as a birthday treat..but its okay... ).....the best thing is.......my mum bought me a nice pearl necklace cost about RM700....muahaha. Oh ya, not to say, i am going to get a NEW PRINTER to compensate for that stupid one. This new printer is going to be a powerful one, can scan, can print, can fax and whatever it can do la. Haha.

Oh SHIT....i got one bad luck again....I FORGOTTEN to buy my Flatulence Medication and the Parasite Med. DAMN!!

p/s : i got a new camera 2 weeks ago....SONY T-70...came in a package of Printer and Reader....quite costful too, but my mum decided that it is high time that we get a good digital camera....so...well...the queen of money decide everything, we are just the peasants...just follow saja lo.

below are the photos taken with my new camera...mainly of my buffet dinner and the pearl necklace and earings !!

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Ah Tut Smiling...Cute leh? I very susah only get this Pics ~

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Ah Tut said " shhhh ~ " But thats my middle finger...hahaha...a bit rude !!

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The modified version of ah tut's photo with my camera....my camera can put frame, do stamping and draw...
Geng leh? ( the clouds, paws and sweats and the geram signs are done with stamping...hehe)

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Me...caught using the smile detector...meaning, my camera can detect and snap photos when it sees my teeth!!

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This one....er....purposely syok sendiri a bit....

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Mum and I...ready for a bit feast !!

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My starters...geng leh?
top : oden in beef sukiyaki
bottom from left : Miso soup ( extra seaweed and tofu) and Unagi with Jap rice...

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My main course.....ALL SUSHI.....
okay..except the piece of tuna meat there....

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The super " bah pai" green bean from japan...1Kg RM 40...this was before i eat them...
from this...it become....


THIS

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one cupful of the coat....ahaha

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Topview of it...bursting out from the cup!!

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So amazed with the amount that i can eat...so MUST take a photo !! haha

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Chocolate Fountain.....LOVE IT !!!
Its all fruit by the way...
right top to bottom : Honey dew, watermelon, honey dew, water melon and lastly...its a fruit
call " long zhu guo "...dragon ball fruit?haha
left the one where the sharp tip is pointing towards me ; also long zhu guo
ALL COATED WITH THICK CHOCOLATE...
and im so proud to say...im the 1st one to touch the chocolate fountain and i even taught the rest of the people
there how to coat the fruits.....
the problem is....
when i want to go for 2nd serving....its pack with ppl...
Shouldn't have taught them !! haih....

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Complementary Cheese Bake fresh Sscallop

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Steamboat...where i PUT LOADS of this expensive mushroom from japan...where no one knows how to eat..
wasted la...msian ppl...don't know the value of the mushroom...
but...good also la...all go into my stomach...ahaha

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Dad...caught with the smile detector...

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Mum...also with smile detector....

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Present...outer box...

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The earings....aren't they gorgeous?

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Bought from this company....Spore company...used sun yan tzi as their spoke person...

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My necklace....notice the outer ring....
it has stones on it...and it can be detached if your mood is not to have the ring and the pearl together....

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far view of my necklace...looks nicer....

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can't take the photo of m camera...so..this is the casing la...haha

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Problem with smile detector...
sometimes you smiled too much and it caught ur hideos smile...ahaha
Sweat la...

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another problem....when you blinked...it still snap when you see ur teeth...lol...

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this is what happens when you don't on the anti blur system...
padan muka me...

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FINALLY !! the perfect photo !!

so....had enough of updates? coz my neck is going stiff again...thats the end la....arigatou gozaimasu !!