My Dog + Self Esteem.

Again, after a long study day (not that long actually)....must blog a bit bit. =)

So, i finally tackled 3 long boring CNS notes today, kinda amazed by my own ability and discipline...

Maybe...its the effect of shopping in Sunway Piramid? Hmm. Most probably. Went to SP this afternoon, supposed to "update" myself with the outside world and reward myself with the newest Detective Conan Comic (after being so good girl for....er....more than 1 month?). So, FINALLY realize that Christmas is coming soon. Haha. I never know the shopping malls start to decorate the malls into Christmas feel THAT early. I was "trapped" in a Christmas dream this afternoon. Whole SP is in such Christmas feel that i nearly thought it is going to be christmas in 2-3days time. Not many ppl, although i expect it to be (school holiday mah), perhaps its because its weekday? So, yea, went around, didn't get my comic in the end, cuz the new episode haven't come out yet (i wonder is the author in christmas mood that he is not drawing??). Sigh. Really soooo....looking forward to read something new, something different from Mid Brain, Cerebral Cortex, Pons & Medulla or else Hb, Hct, Red Blood cells, megakaryocyte..etc etc. Never mind, i shall check with the comic shop again next week. Yes, i am going again next thursday....muahaha....WHY ??? cuz...its JUSCO MEMBERS DAY wor....got loads of discounts here and there. Wee~

Found a very good deal in House Of Leather though. A 29" luggage bag + 23" (i think)luggage bag only sells like...RM 399. GOod leh? And, No, the 23" is not the cabin luggage bag (in case u think i study till sot liao), its some sort like the 29" one, just that slightly smaller...and you DEFINATELY cannot bring it up to cabin. The quality...was...so so. I don't really like it since it gives me a Flappy feel, but the shop assistant reassure me it is good quality and the thing looks flappy cuz it is made of Asbestos (OMG, occupational Hazard). It is light( can carry more thing...the only thing that attracts me)and colourful (oh no, im not attracted to the pink colour). Somehow, i still prefer Lojel. It is slightly heavier (about 7kg acc to my mum, but i don't think so)yet good quality and good warranty. Why i said so? Cuz my brother is a very "violent" person...he never takes care of luggage bag, yet the Lojel my mum bought for him since 2nd year Med Year, is still in good condition now (for ur info, he is now last year, 6th Med Year). Maybe....i would still go for Lojel, slightly expensive, but good quality, at least i don't need to suffer any hassle in UK like " wahlao...why mybag got a BIG HOLE??? How to go home with such bag???". =)

So, had fun in Piramid, came back to find my dog stuck under the thai leaf tree (don't ask me why call that tree that name...i didn't name it...someone else does). The tree has LOADS of thorns on it...and my dog is "hidding" underneath it (what a GOOD place for hiding, huh). What worst is that becuz my dog is acting ganasly again, he torn the wire that my mum stuck it tightly to the window (prevent him from torning it open and jump out from the house). Lagi worst is that....my dog hurt his left upper eye lid. I have no idea how he hurt it. All i know is, i found a wet thoroughly, shivering dog with a big red swelling on the left eye lid under the thai leaf tree. So, quickly bath him then dry him and send him to the vet. The "panel vet" (good leh, my dog see vet until got panel vet adi)so ngam not in, and we have a young leng lui vet. She reassure us that nothign is wrong with my dog and she just gave him (my dog la, its a HE)a mood stabiliser which made my dog very "flappy" now. What i meant by flappy is......my dog seems to lost all his motor power, muscle tone and reflex. He only lies on his stomach on the floor and breath unexceptionally loud. sigh. I percuss my dog (yes, dog and human are somewhat similar), releived that he didn't have any pnemothorax or heamothorax. In fact, i cannot find any wound (proably due to the thick fur). All i can find is...a distended bladder. Haha. He is so weak that he cannot even pee and poo. Damn funny. Just lie there.

So, yes. Don't want to type liao. a bit bored with this. My comp a bit lag tonight. Sien.
Below is a test done by me slightly earlier...on self confident. Lolz.
I personally like this phrase" From personal experience, you’ve learned that it’s important for people not to underestimate the quiet one or overestimate the bubbly one." So...CCB, stop saying i am suffering from LOW SELF ESTEEM just becuz i don;t mix with many ppl and don't talk as much as you. you are MANIA adi la. Hahaha.

See yea~






Quiz: Does Your Self-Esteem Need a Makeover?
Result: Fairly Grounded
Your self-esteem seems fairly healthy. You may not think of yourself as someone who has it together all the time, but other people definitely see you in a positive light, and might even envy your disposition. That can sometimes be a burden to a person with an on-again, off-again self-esteem. You may feel that you’re expected to show others that you always earn high marks when it comes to controlling your emotions and handling whatever life dishes out, but it’s truly OK to be vulnerable.

It’s also OK to take credit for the things you have accomplished and for the person you are. Part of a healthy self-esteem is a belief in yourself and your abilities. Don’t chalk your successes up to “just luck” but take the credit when it’s your due – you can still be humble and proud of your achievements at the same time.

What some people may not realize is that self-esteem and personality are not necessarily interchangeable. Someone can be completely outgoing and boisterous and have a low self-esteem. A total wallflower could have a positive self-esteem. While a person’s behavior in social situations is often thought to indicate his or her self-esteem, this isn’t an absolute. From personal experience, you’ve learned that it’s important for people not to underestimate the quiet one or overestimate the bubbly one.

For instance, while others may think of you as having an intact self-esteem, one of your demons may be that you’re someone who occasionally succumbs to the pressures of society regarding physical appearance and monetary assets. And this can seriously inhibit your dating and relationship desires. If you feel that you’re not “good enough,” that will be reflected in your body language, behavior, and words – and, as a result, the other person’s actions are more likely to mirror your own behavior. By staying positive, you can attract positive people and relationships to your life. The goal is not to let cultural codes get you down for long – your self-esteem does not ride on your looks or your bank account. So don’t let a bad hair day get the best of you. There is much more to you than what’s visible (or printed on your bank statement).

Regardless of how your persona pans out, it’s inevitable that we will all experience lows every now and then. Nurturing awareness for your triggers and knowing how to rise above negativity gives you the kind of self-esteem others can only dream of. When you feel yourself dropping lower than you’d like to, take control before things get out of hand – calling an Ask Mars Venus coach to talk things through can help you gain ground and anchor that self-esteem.
The Bottom Line …

Some of the biggest ingredients in feeling good and developing a great self-esteem are maintaining a healthy attitude, taking care of yourself, and treating yourself right both inside and out. Creating a high self-esteem doesn’t have to be an elusive mountain to climb. When you have a good self-esteem, it can waver; when your self-esteem is low, there is still hope for reversing your state of mind. No matter what position you’re in, self-esteem takes effort. Always work to try and distinguish between the big things and the little things you encounter in life – there are definitely some issues that are worth getting worked up about, and others that really don’t warrant your attention and energy.