My Grandpa

Dear All, im sorry to not on my windows messenger since i fear that once i on, i will chat with you and throw all my jobs to my mum who already has a lot of jobs to do and is on the edge of breaking down.

This morning, again, woke up with a jumped, this time awaken by father since he urgently ask me to get out of the bed, go sit in the living room and watch out whether my grandpa suddenly decided to come out from the room or not. yesterday night, i don't know what time, i just heard my dearest tut tut, barked a lot and this morning, my dad told me that he went to check out and found that my grandpa fell down while heading to the toilet. Thats why he wake me up to look after my grandpa while he is out for fear my grandpa would come out the room and fell again.

Talking about my grandpa, he is finally back with us, from the village. I don't know how long can he stand living with us, since he is so weak, yet, for the time being, i am so going to be occupied by him, unlike last time, i can leave the house when ever i want to go out shopping. Nah, now is all about grandpa grandpa and grandpa.

The 1st day i reached China, i was greeted by a Going-To-Win-Oscar actress aunt who cried when she saw us, telling us that my grandpa was very weak. Well, as usual, my family didn't believe her, since her motive is always to suck money from us. Anyway, we went to my grandpa's room and got the shock out of our lifes. I cannot belive that, approximately 1 year ago, my grandpa was complaint by the doctor that he a obese and must watch out for his colesterol level, right now, he is just skinny, all muscle wasted, hair unkept, face fully blacked like a coal, lying...no...should be....hugging himself in his electric blanket, murmuring cold. I remembered that tears came to my face and i have to go out from the room, soothed my emotions before heading in the room again. My grandpa was so glad to see us and the 1st sentence he told us was " I want to Go home". Home here means Malaysia. This phrase certainly terrified both my parents and my aunt and uncle. Why? let me explain below.

Well, my grandpa has been serving as an ATM machine since i was about 12years old. He brought a lot of money from Malaysia and gave those people there despite my mother and I complaining that i didn't even have enough money to pay my tuition fees in uni. However, my dad, being a very nice kid, just gave whatever amount my grandpa wants. Well, that time, my grandpa was still healthy, he can walk around, scold people esp my aunt who is very money minded(suck a lot of money from us) and my stupid useless uncle who knows nothing except being chronic alcoholic, chronic smoker and chronic " actioniker" (i made up myself, means some one who really loves to action action la...). How chronic is chronic you might ask? 10cigg a day and 5bottles of beer everyday since 5yrs ago? NO WAY. The way he smokes and drinks is way out of our limit. When he smokes.....he CONTINUOUSLY smokes....means, he finish one cigg...then light another one and continue......then if his friends come, they would offer him one...then smokes on.....so on and on and on...until can be one packet of about 20 PER TIME. I don't know how many time he smokes everyday, lost count since whenever i see him, he is smoking. About drinking....how he drinks. He don't drink tin beers. He only drinks either red wine or XO...damn him...here we only drink champagne or fizzy drinks...he dare drink XO. When he drinks.....you know...those people....who just grab the whole bottle....put in the mouth..." ku-du ku- ku-du " start drinking until the last drop finishes? Yea...thats the way he drinks. So, usually...he would finish one whole bottle....while my parents and I only get about 2 small cup per person. DAMN HIM. I rather throw into toilet bowl for disintefact then letting you drink like a cow. So, now, my job for every day....is to pray....not pray him in healthy....but pray so that he die faster. Lol. Imagine...with that kind of smoke and alcohol......within 10years sure byebye to him. Good also la....at least there is less one humbug left in the world....doing bad things to the city. Muahaha.

So yea, my grandpa, now currently sort of immobile unless you pull him up and walk while holding him. I bet in china, my aunt and uncle didn't even bother to pull him out from the bed...but just left him there, let him die which makes me even furious. COME ON....HE IS HUMAN, an old and helpless one. I, who was hated by my grandpa since i was born also care for him....but you? You were loved by him yet you treated him so. I really hope there is a god who can kill him right away. No need give me face.

Sigh, talking about being terrified, my parents were terrified since my grandpa's visa was way over-due (my grandpa lives in some very very ulu and sangkala village...where there is no basic infrastructure) and no one....not my stupid aunt and uncle are willing to bring him to the China Gov department to renew. The renew procedures are extremely difficult and costly......further more, my parents didn't expect my grandpa to follow us back so we didnt bring enough money for Visa renewal and Air-Ticket (thanx to those who helped me check MAS air ticket....ARIGATO!!) On the other hand, my aunt and uncle are also terrified. Why? Well, coz their ATM machine is leaving. When there is an ATM machine, at least once in a while the banker (in this case is my dad) would put some money in and they can withdraw money, yet if ATM machine goes, banker won't even come and put money and they would have no more money to maintain their nice live of red wine and XO and Cigg. Haha. PADAN MUKA THEM !!!!

OMG....my mum is calling...need to go.....sigh. CAN SOMEONE JUST BLAST MY AUNT AND UNCLE ...MAKE THEM DIE? OR I WOULD NEVER REST!!! MY GRANDPA IS BEING MISTREATED.......or kena dera...if you want in BM. DAMN THEM !!