I GOT IT!!!! YAY!!!

Oh Yeah...I WON!!!
Hahaha. I know i had send ALL of u sms on this...but still, i really can't stop myself from blogging this happy stuff....esp after such sad things had happened to me.

Now, later will let u all see the "process" of me opening the result k. Well, a bit of intro 1st. My lecture ends early today......surprisingly, maybe the lecturer knew we are going to take result, thats why "fang sui"...haha, end 30mins early. Well, as usual, my batch is such a kiasu anxious batch, most of them...no infact, ALL of them except few "lost kittens" ran to the Academic Affairs. So Chen Yi and I, not wanting to rush with them......we sat in lecture hall...i went toilet swing swing a while...come out met Keng Seng, chat chat a while....then go back into lecturer hall, find the clothes i lend to the gals for the Bachellor and Bachellorettes contest....finally, baru walk out of lecture hall. Haha. I really no gan cheong at all ler.

So, chen yi and i walked to Academic Affairs at 2nd floor...expected to find a deserted hallway or...at least....a deserted queue line......but OMG!!! FULL of peoples...not only those Kepos one but also those queuing for result. Quote some of them " i kepo only, i seremban de" or " no la, i memang kepo, i BMED Science de". Haha. Someother peoples were screaming, shreaking, shouting (whatever word u want to use) and some i can see with disappointed face. Anyway, we lined up.......as the last few person....hahaha. Wait wait wait.....midway, chenyi and i already KNOW she is going to get Glasgow since Glasgow is one of the uni that has "extra places" hahaha....not full wor, if u 1st choice, sure GIVE you de. And finally Ms Haslinda asked for my ID num and gave me my enveloped.

I didn't even bother to check the envelope, chuck it into my file...and PRETEND i am one of those Kepo people and walk out of that DANGEROUS area, into CSU. Haha. Maybe i look like im going to eat people, or maybe from my puffy eyes ppl think i got disappointment, or maybe i really look so innnocent till people think i memang is seremban de........no one actually ask me. Haha. By the time i reach CSU only i realize "eh, chen yi leh??" to just nice see her walked past CSU to canteen. haha. Only i realize...oh yea hor...only 10.20am....CSU practice at 11am.

So, sit in canteen...super fan...all people chatting about matching matching and matching. Who get where...who don't get where....who going with who....who don't want to go with who...blah blah blah...made me so so so "fan" and feverish. End up, i stood upat 10.50 and tell chen yi that i MUST go home....i am having Fever. Chen Yi laughed at me...saying that i refuse to open....and BEFORE i opened also i fever adi....what will happened after Open leh??

Well, i didn't bother la..just walk away...and so ngam, while i grab my phone from the table, i got Yun's sms. Haha. I was like "har? wat talking u......want call me can call me now la". Lolz. Anyway...yea, i brought my result home...shut myself in the room....."xin li jian se" (phscho building??), calm myself....and....

Chang Chang Chang.....

Let the photos do the talking !!



*gulp* swallowing my excessive saliver......haha





So haha...finally check is my name and correct ID.
Then...
breath Breath Breath and Breath.....
I will not cry for whatever result i get...
I will go any country that is given to me...

and then i open...



What the hell....why End there?? Why fold the letter la....
cheh...
*gulp*
swallow excessive saliver again...haha

and unfold the letter




I see the "A" of Aberdeen.....
I screamed!!
hahaha....
then i tot i too blurr adi...
so...i look closely.........




YES!!! Indeed it is Aberdeen, UK!!!
Whoo hoooo~~~
I want to JUMP!!!
I want to hug ppl!!
I want to scream even more

*sorry to my neighbours for hearing a Banshee shouting in the middle of the day!! haha


Then i thought...maybe this is not mine...
I went to check again....



Oh yes,...its correct...my name and correct ID....

Then i thought....maybe something wrong?? Who knows other year also has the same person
having
Same Name
Same Id??
Then i mah Cham??


SO went to check again....



Oh yes...it OCTOBER 2008....
Yes, its my batch, M206...takkan there is 2 yr of 2008 and 2 batch of M206??

but...
what about the purpose of this result???
Maybe its not MATCHING....
Maybe is PREMATCH nia leh???
I mah happy for nothing????

So, quick quick go check again...





Oh yes...IT IS MATCHING...not PREMATCH...
Means...
ITS ALL REAL!!
I AM GOING TO ABERDEEN!!!
YES!! I AM LEAVING ON APRIL
WHAT I HOPE FOR...
IS REAL!!
I WON THE FIGHT!!!


So, must do what leh???
Of coz...quick quick take few photos of myself la...

Nah...
My leng leng photos....hahaha




Hehehe






Again, hehehehehehehe



Last but not least...




Still hehehehehe



lolz....enuf of my leng leng photo...later u all say i SS.





really....last point...
IMU finally decided to use good quality envelope...
the envelope ah..prevent other ppl opening up ur letter...
once open cannot stick back adi...
not like last time...can stick back punya...
hahahaha





High Quality leh???
No way of sticking back de lo..lolz



Okie la...
hope u all are happy with me and for me!!!
=)

Disappointed

I don't know whats gone into my dad's mind. He wants to bring my grandpa back all the way from SP to KL.

Oh, i forgotten that i didn't let u all see how my grandpa looks like now. give me a minute!

THis is how my grandpa looks like....
on 27th March, right after my birthday





And Now, taken last Sunday.








My dad called just now, told my mum that he cried while he was driving. He really cannot make it by leaving my grandpa there in SP when my grandpa thought he is still in KL. I don't know what is the significant of my grandpa being disoriented with time and place that my dad has to be so taken into heart and insist that to bring my grandpa back.

What about me? What about my mum? Has he asked us whether we are willing to take him? Has he asked us whether we want to bring him back? has he asked us whether we want to take k of grandpa? Dad will be going to JB working....while WE , my mum and I....are the one going to sufferm take k of the old man, not to say the poor old man, being carried so far away from Kedah to KL.

Waste money, waste effort. I really think my dad is being so stupid right now. Why must he think so deeply and get so taken up by his stupid idiotic mind? Is that the best for my grandpa? Or he wants to kill my grandpa and ends everything? I think the last would match his intention better although subconciously, he didn't know what will happen after his stupid idiotic decision.

Imagine, the poor old man...who suffers even just by lifting him up to feed him and change his diapers......suffers, pant, sweat and feels horrible...........has a son who wants to bring him back...just because his son take his disorientated mind so deep into heart. And...just because, his son......wants to give him a buddhist funeral and couldn't believe his own daughter aka the son's sister.....cannot believe the promised made by her that after the Christian Funeral, she would give us the ashes. He couldn't believe her....so now, he must torture his own dad.

Very good. Extremely Good. Bravo!! I wonder what grandpa did to you, dad, in past life that you HAVE to INSIST on torturing him in this life....esp when he is dying soon.

and, what did i do in past life, that you HAVE to torture me as well?
I said, if he is back, i will be out. I have no time to take k of grandpa and u AGREED with me. You said i am to concentrate on exams, the rest, will be settled by mum and you. You asshead talk crap la, u will be leaving poor mum alone doing all the nasty job and you will be free and easy in JB working. You have a free mind, free heart then.....you did what you WANT to do. But mum and i? Have to suffer!!! What kind of father are you?

Mum told me just now, i am to shift out from the house if i cannot tahan. Oh yes...i will shift out....good. Now the daughter, who has no surviving skills...who has no one else to depend on, has to move out to make way for the old man when he is resting well...and doing quite well in his own daughter's house. GOod for you, mum and dad. I hate you all. I had you too, grandpa. You thought i don't want to move out? I would....if there is someone to rent me a room in Vista for just 2 months. I would go as far as possible. I wouldn't want to stay with u all, such selfish person.

Oh, and thanx to you too, the hateful, stupid , foolish, brainless, pig brain, selfish, idiotic (no im not going to cancel the idiotic word) aunt....thanx for making my life such a mess.....thanx for creating all the problems. What induce you to pull poor old man into christianity? Jesus Christ? Oh good.................i hope he can settle everything right now. I hope he can bring back my peaceful life no matter what he do.........

Has anyone think about me? ME? THe daughter of the family?? ME?? ME?? ME?? If you never want to think of me...why give birth to me at the 1st place? you should have aborted me when you know that yyou got pregnant and you had been taking so many drugs. Then everything will be CLEAN and easy. I don't need to suffer, and you don't need to think where to move me out. I AM LEAVING M'SIA SOON. Has anyone think what if i got TB from the old man and the country just push me out of the way?? What is going to happen to my future? Has anyone THINK for me??? My future? The old man is going to live for another 1yr to the max....but me...i am only 20 this year, i have at least 50yrs more to go, has anyone think of my future? Whats the point of me working so hard...........just to get out from the country?? POINTLESS!!! I DON"T SEE WHY SHOULD I PASS EOS 5 now.

I HATE EVERYONE!! I HATE YOU, DAD. I HATE YOU SINCE I WAS YOUNG, Grandpa, for not liking me, for biasm, for not ever having me in ur eyes and for creating this BIG problem and push my life into disaster now. You think i am going to help find an ambulans to shift you from SP? No way...you wait la. I am not going to DO ANYTHING FOR YOU ANYMORE!!! NO MORE. I HAD GIVEN TOO MUCH TO YOU.....AND IM GOING TO STOP BEING SO STUPID. I HATE YOU, STUPID AUNT. No, not aunt....BUT OBASAN. WHy do i have to suffer all this? What harm had i done to you all??

Great...i should go find a room for myself to spend in the next 2 months. Anyone fancy taking me up? sighz

Proper Food Sanitation

Ever tasted a cockroach? Summore after boiling it for 2 days that type???

OMG!!!

1. How do cockraches tasted like? Hard? Soft?
A: Nah, i didn't get to BITE it (really thankful), but you know, the soup tasted the same, taste exactly how it should taste, just....a bit more tastier i guess. Haha. Extra Protein.

2. How do cockroaches look like after being boiled 2 days?
A: Surprisingly, they didn't melt or disappear. In fact, they remain same, of outer structure, num of legs...body colour....just a bit oily la.....

3. Is there any side effects after consuming them? or rather the soup cooked WITH them?
A: well......yes, come to think about it, i had been having loose stools for 1 day. I thought i was over stressed and not having enough sleep. ....but..unfortunately, it turn out to be........

4. How did the cockroaches end up in the soup?
A: i don't know.........ask my mum *look at her*

So enough of syok sendiri-ing........
Yup, i just found out that i had a soup...to be exact, noodle's soup cooked with cockroaches. And, the BEST thing is...IMAGINE having it since Sunday night.....then Monday night, Monday Supper, Today's dinner....and luckily i haven't consume today's supper and i found it!!!Wah lao...

I seen something brownish black "swimming" in the soup yesterday (by the way, it was prawn mee), i thought it was some prawn head in the soup since i failed to find it in the soup after stiring for quite some time. So happily.......i ate few meals.....got loose stools without knowing i ate something not so clean........and just now, after i reheat it.......just as i scoop up the 1st scoop of soup.....i saw one BIG FAT cockroach.........

i feeeeeellllll So like SCREAMING!!!!

No, i am not scared of cockroach....i just feel it very disgusting and dirty.....I want to shout, again, not because im scared....but because i consumed so much of "cockroach essense". This time EOS sure A adi....hahaha....people drink Chicken Essense, i drank Cockroach Essense. Hahahahaha. Can't believe that i actually have the mood to joke about this.

I have no idea how the 2 kawan / husband and wife/ sisters/ brothers/ sister & brother/ cousins/ father and son/ mother and daughter/ father and duaghter/ mother and son.....whatever.....how they get in the soup. I asked my mum...but she said she close the lid properly.....so who is lying right now???? *wink wink* no need i say....also know. OF COZ not me la....and there is only a dog and my mother in the household.........so....

yes...my dog is the culprit.....my dog forgot to shut the lid after eating a big bowl of prawn noodle!! SWT!!!

Oh well..........nothing else to say la...
Byebye...
Haha...damn random la me...

See ya~

Updates?

Sorry....won't be updating soon...

CNS is really Killing me!! haha....

Too busy....
and

come to think about it...

I have nothing to write about too...unless u want me to talk about brain, the descending ascending tracts, the cavities, the cranial nerves, Guillain Barre syndrome, multiple sclerosis....

Lolz.

never mind...ignore me,
im just being lame!!

See ya~

Tagged~~

Okay…some stupid guy (no need me say) tagged me…..ish !! So loooooonnnnnnnggggggg !!

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?

Nope, unless u count the one my mum gave me….sort of pass down in my family…but must give back m kak ipar later

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
…..NIL….

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
RM50 by my aunt?

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
Oh YES…who don’t duh? I think less than 5 times la..

5. WHAT’S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Yesterday? Must exercise ler…holidays eat too much. haha

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Sing K, Handphone, Go out for meals with friends

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Thai Tomyam Beehoon in Puchong

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?

Same Sex: Overall look, as in maybe the dress or blouse and trousers of the day

Diff Sex: Barely notice them…unless they call me…..take 2 close friends as example….hmm..maybe their face?

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
Hmm…change faster than a weather, a week ago is Love Song King..haha…but i always like the song ” Miracles Happen”

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?

SMJK Katholik, PJ. Love that school despite of the tight dicipline.

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
Maxis

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Jusco….hahaha…….erm……nothing in specific la…..i go in every shop that attracts my attention. How to attract my attention??? Just put the word ” SALES” then u will see me in that shop. haha

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
Non, unless u count me helping out my aunt in a Asam Laksa Stall for 2 weeks…thats for elective purpose, no wages given to me…sigh

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
Oh yeah, i have loads….diff colours….for diff board games…ahaha

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
Never in my life….The ruddest thing in the whole world. Wake ppl for fun? Wait till ppl do that to u….then u will know how bad it is!!

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:

Eh………erm………can’t really remember………………..maybe its……Uncle’s Wedding, about 2 years ago?

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU’D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
No one, i will 1st call my family…then sms to few REALLY good friends….

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:?

Which best friend are u talking about? Haha

see teng: erm, last last tuesday?

Yunny: Er…..somewhere around september?

Ah Kei: Wah….very long ago…can’t remember…should be around before CNY gua

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:

Pizza Hutto……..Oh wait…..Gengki Sushi….ahaha!!

Breakfast: McD Lunch: Pizza Hutto, secret recipe, Gengki sushi, Tea: KFC Dinner: go home eat la!!

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:

” you are getting prettier everytime i see you!!” cheh…takkan i turn pretty within a day? haha…some malat lou told me that.

24. CAN YOU COOK?
bit bit la…won’t cook unless i am FORCED too.

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
Honda Civic, about 12years car

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
last Thursday

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
Erm….chinese celery, celery and….some don’t know what leaf

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
My cheerfulness, and thinking far ahead?

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
My occasional pessimism, no confident to speak publicly and slow studying power (i just cannot understand and absorp fast enoughb!)

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:

NIL

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?

Narnia? Haha, Pride and Prejudice, The Other Boleyn Girl, Atonement…Harry Potter…okay okay la…

34. CAN YOU SING?
Yup, sort of…won’t go out of tune…but won’t be VERY good either

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
David Tao’s, that was in A Lvls….i don’t like concerts….super stuffy…stay home watch the DVD version better la.

oh wait..unless u count MPO concerts….haha, that would be last year!! Yippies…that Is SO NICE!!!

36. LAST KISS?
Ah….does kiss by my little cousin counts? That would be 2days ago….and if dog kiss…would be….er…3days ago

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
I never Rent movie k……lolz

38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT?
My whole handbag consisting of purse, handphone, tissues, car key, a pen, a note book…etc etc..

39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
Japan Or Korea!!

If cuti-cuti M’sia…..ah……ah……..erm….Perhentian island gua

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
Laptop Definitely…

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:

Erm, Shin chan counts? hahaha

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
Goodness NO!!! I don’t want lung cancer

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
With…haha, i cannot stand without clothes….what if suddenly got robber run into my house? CHAM lo

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
erm… my teddy bear? and my mum except on weekends…haha..eh, to save electricity k…not i scared of dark

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
Nope… NEVER!!

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
Never yet !! Hope not !!

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
French toasts!!!! With butter and kaya….ahaha!! Oh wait…changed my mind…strawberry and blueberry jam would be much much better !! Hehehe

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
Oh, YES!!! Coffee is my life!! I want to try every coffee if possible. But, no, im not addicted to it!!

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?

Char Yet Dan….hahaha…..fully cooked….best if stuffed into the herbal soup and cook for few hours to become herbal egg!! Whoo……drooling now!!

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
Hai!! Hai!! Me!! Me~!! *raise hand* YES YES YES!!!

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:
Mum? To call her up to the entrance of IKEA. Haha

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:

Forgotten….I always pick up my phone…..oh wait…i think is my mum.

56. LAST TEXT RECEIVED?:
Chua Chong Bing…

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
1under my head…one hug

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
typical bear bear pyjamas

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
Miracles Happens once in a while…when you believe!! *oh yes, i believe in miracles*

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
whats that?

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
No way, unless u are talking of swimming pool

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
Litte bit la….won’t drown easily…haha

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
chocolate, peach

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
yes,im very good at interpreting it!! hehehe

66. I LOVE ________
too many things in my life that i cannot named it all here.

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:

Can’t remember…should be NO gua

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Spring, autumn and winter….lolz………

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED ?

Just now

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
9 something i guess….didn’t look at the clock

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
SNOW!!!Hot water spring!! Lying in bed reading books!! NABE (steamboats)!! GREEN TEA!!

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
I haven’t been summoned before! No way, im a good citizen k!!

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:

Bobby….that was….way back when i was 4yrs old. now having a new one…called Saw Tut Tut

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
No comment….neither

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
No plans yet, should be studying hard and reading the comics my dad rent for me from JB

78. BIRTHDATE
26th March

79. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
Yes…or else what?

80. ARE YOU SMILING?:
Yes…i am always smiling

81. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
Hmm…..no……………er……maybe yes…but that person would never know…..

82. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
TOo many places that i want to go…(again)Japan and Korea (never been) Sweeden, Australia, UK, New Zealand, USA

83. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?:
No, please la…how old am i wor?

84. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
Hahaha….GOOD question….got gua…

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
AH DOR

86. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:
Soo many colours wor…..sort of flowery…but main colour is purple

88. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
Er. unless u count going back to hometown? Then last month…yes, twice summore.

90. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
No…unless u count a godsister…then i have dozens…

91. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
yes…

92. ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
No~

93. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
Yes……since Sem1? hahaha…..that was IMU sending us there….oh and 2 weeks during Sem3 too, for elective

Staying there….er..form 3, Dengue fever…stayed 1week, enjoying a Queen life there. haha

94. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE IN PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
erm…not really…i don’t want to let them see me in pyjamas…ahaha

95. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
A Ring, A Jed bracelet, a pair of white gold earing, a pearl+white gold+diamond necklace…haha

96. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
nothing…rest….why so long jek…damn tired

97. TAG THREE OTHER PEOPLE

Ah teng, Ah kei, Chris Poi

p/s: sorry to those i tagged !! hehe

Holidays ? Or Busy Week?

I don't know what i had done in my previous life that i am fated this life to NOT have a peaceful quiet week which i had wished....since....er....start of Sem5? haha.

The holidays start off with a BIG BLAST. Oh yea, BIG BLAST. My mum threw me a huge atomic bom on thursday evening, right after i came home, skipping like Mary's Little Lamb, singing to joy that i had PASSED the stupid Formative Assessment even without studying [please, do not follow what i did alright, i am dead ashame of myself right now, ALL were just SHEER LUCK!!!] Anyway, mum told me that my dad changed his plans. Instead of leaving to my hometown [way back up in kedah or..if u like it...border of kedah and perlis] on Saturday, we are to leave on FRIDAY, to beat the jam that everyone is expecting. I was like " WHAT??? FRIDAY??? BUT I HAVE ALL MY PLANS PLANED OUT!!!!" *My plan: 1) to go Starbucks with See Teng to enjoy coffee as though we are rich....ahahaha, oh come on...just for fun of acting nia 2)to go shop around the area for new clothes, shoes and what else? CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES LA!!! 3) to go Sing K if time permits us to do so....haha, Friday mah, student price neh...sure "sat"(kill) them!! 4) to enjoy our favourite.....muahahaha...no one knows...my fav food is......SHABU SHABU right? haha. Yup, we are supposed to go for a shabu shau shop to enjoy our dinner [no, im not going to tell u which shop we like, we don't like to meet familiar ppl when we go out.....nah nah nah....blek blek!!]

So yea, if my family are to go back on Saturday, the all my 4 nicely planned out plans would be totally RUINED!!! [er, it was really ruined anyhow...haha]. So, i fought [very bad quarrel la...not with hands and legs] with my mum for the 1st time in my life........i cried while i was driving, bringing my aunt to SS2 pasar malam [geng leh...so busy till must cry while drive..haha] ...then refuse to speak to my mum for 3 whole days !!! Actually, i didn't speak to her for 1days nia...why? Cuz the next 2 days, i had a bad soar throat that i BARELY talked to anyone....haha. But, counted also la...cincai la.

Well, no matter how much i oppose to the plan...opps...its MY DAD'S PLAN....i still have to follow them back to hometown on Friday [ditching poor see teng...i am so sorry, my dear!!]. To compensate [seeing that i was real angry that morning], my dad actually let me drive back to Kedah. -Muahahaha- The little kid is finally grown up enough to drive the 5hours journey......er..correction, PART of the 5 hours journey. Haha. Yup, i drove for 3 hours and the rest were driven by my dad. Why? My dad complains me of being too slow and if he continues to let me drive, we shall reach hometown after everyone had their dinner. -Ish- [wei wei wei...i already drive 118km/hr okay...what else u want???] The rest 2 hrs? Haha. Sleep like PIG lo...what else? No many activities for you to choose while you are on long journey. Its either sleep...or read till sleep....or see scenery till sleep...or.....listen music till sleep. No matter what, the end if still SLEEP. Haha.

So yea, when i reached hometown, i KNOW i am in a BIG trouble. I feel feverish and a weird throat [don't ask me how i KNOW its weird...i just FEEL WEIRD...or i MEMANG is weird?hmm]But i told no one about it...cuz if i start saying "ahh...i feel fever la, i have sorethroat...la" then my mum will SURE shoot me and say "again? you forever complain de la....go see dr then okay adi. SEE nia.....no need take medication de..." Ish, as if the dr very leng chai till i see him then i straight away OKAY. Well, i kept quiet the whole night......

next morning....i woke up finding a real BAD throat, chills and fever!! I can barely swallow my own saliver and i was really very reluctanct to drink water [have to keep hpnotise myself to drink water...haha....how? easy nia " doreen...water is very nice...water is very sweet....water won't hurt u....water will cure u....come on....drink it....be brave...water won't kill you"] hahahahaa...... *fall off chair*

So, went to see dr lo....a dr whom i never seen before...and so DAI SAI....i have to wait 2 hrs to see him. WTH !!! Better if i go hospital, lagi cepat !! Anyway, the dr gave me a very good impression at 1st...why?UNSW graduates wor!! I have known great docs from UNSW, 2 of my own uncle la, my dad's best friend la etc etc. So, i was feeling "safe" . But, when i went in, the dr was kinda rush " got gastric? got allergy?no? no? good!! So whats ur problem? Oh sorethroat? open your mouth, let me see...say ahh...oh, tonsilitis la...u have a very bad tonsils ler...how often u get? [finally...i got chance to say something...."er..quite frequent ler..about once every 2 months? more on exams time"] Oh..like that ah...i think you go cut your tonsil better la {my eyes big big}...don't know? I mean tonsillectomy la..[if i dont' know whats plain meaning of cut my tonsil...but know tonsillectomy...then i am no human la...]your tonsils nogood adi...its a policeman, no policeman keep got attack and keeps give you problem...go take it away...very easy...very fast...very safe....right, go stand at weighing scale....oh gosh...62.8kg? you quite fat la [i was like...what the hell? your scale got problem k...i had never exceed 60Kg in any weighing machine...summore say me fat] cut down ur sugars la...cut down ur fatty food la...eat more vege...go do exercise....come, i hear ur back [draw a "s" sign behind my back using less than 1 second] good..everything normal [i was like...WHAT?? you can listen all lobes within 1s?]. Anything else? [havent sempat say anything....] oh nothing...good, i will give u some antibiotic...bye!!

@^#^@%#^&%@&^$%^%@$^%@^$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT DE!! I do not even have a CHANCE to say anything, he sent me out of the room. NEVER mind, whatever la...i FORGIVE you. So, i went to the dispensary....to collect my medication.So, the nurse said
N= nurse D= doreen
N: nah, ini, untuk sakit
D: *nod head*
N: ini, untuk sakit...eh, sorry, untuk deman
D: *nod head*
N: ini, untuk bengkak
D: ok *nod head*
N: ini, untuk....blah blah...din say clearly...
D: har? what did u say? apa tu?
N -ignore D- nah, ini dua, antibiotik, mesti habiskan ya...semua rm 38.
D: -stunned-.......[mind is thinking....what DISEASE i have...that i must have 2 antibiotics??]
N: RM38
D: oh....-look at father- pa, you gao dim her...i go look at my med

So, yup, for the 1st time in my life, i have medication MORE than my grandmother!! haha. My grandma has 4...but me...5!! which 2 of them antibiotics??? OMG!! my resistant is going to be so ever strong....whats the point of me reluctant to take any antibiotics all these while? Anyhow, due to the real bad suffering...and pain.....i took la.....till.......the day i go and see my family doctor...which is...about 5days after the incident!!

Meantime....what happened? The next day, i went with my family, to "settle" my grandpa. Oh...if i am to comment............to me, everything WAS fine.....yea, FINE.....REALLY fine.......we didn't fight....we just QUARREL.....really la....we didn't use hands to box people.....we just fight using mouth.....and....ahaha....many people crying....and some went hysterics nia....MUCH MUCH better than what i expected. Oh yea man.....that was FINE!! Haha. Just, don't ask me what happened alright.....i won't tell you unless u are some special friend of mine, cuz it really involve a bit of....er...haha...offence to some religion. All in all, grandpa's problem settled. He will be having a christian funeral *thanx to that devil who say " everything under my roof must be christian style*.....but my family are to have his ashes....put it in a temple right beside my late grandma...and then fly to china and perform the what-so-ever buddhist ceremony which my grandpa been planning for about 10yrs. ALL......was WELL.....haha.

The rest of the week......were surprisingly fine...except that i feel nauseated, pain, fever, lost my voice, chills, giddy, dizzy.....and....thanks to the storm on Sunday night.........i had another wave of fever and chills while having dinner...and have to suffer tru 3 hrs cuz no one listen to me telling them i am feeling uncomfortable....but rather listen to my parents who were so EXCITED telling them what happened to my grandpa's case. In the end? I feel like dying........thankful that Chong Bing was there to sms me.....give me bit of moral support!! Thankx!! Oh, i finally got to go home and rest after suffering 3 hrs............when my aunt...finally shout to the crowd that she is having headache and need some rest. See la....AUNT wor....pangkat higher than me.....so shout...ppl listen. I no pangkat...no one listen. PATHETIC la. Haha

Monday, i basically spent the whole day in bed...resting...but to my despair, my throat still hurts like shit.....and when i look at it using torch light and mirror....i saw multiple white spots/patches.....a bit cheesy feel. On Tuesday, i was so HAPPY that my dad finally wants to go home!! I WANT TO SEE MY FAMILY DOCTOR.So, bringing another car FULL of my relatives....all of us depart back to KL, HOME SWEET HOME!!

I really can't wait for any moment...so rushed to the family dr, right after i reach my home. Hehe. Very desperate...sorry la...damn pain la!! You know what my fam dr said? " wah...what happened to ur throat? What you been doing? you had a very badly managed throat and now...you have MULTIPLE ulcers on ur throat....and oh, i see another ulcer of the side of ur tongue.What you been doing la? " So...out rushed my whole story......and he was SHOCKED when i told him i had 2 antibiotics....quote him " wah...so dai jai (big matter)meh... till need 2 kah...no need la....where got so serious!! let me see the antibiotics. Oh....okay la...u stop this 2, can throw away adi...i give you another one....trust me..this one...i CONFIRM tmr you would be better.BUT........i cannot jamin ur ulcers can heal tmr" " what??? so i need to bear the pain?" " oh yes...nothing in this world can save ur ulcers...bear with it for about 5days...let it heal by themselves." " oh my god..........i feel like crying adi....so pain" " oh yes...what to do? i know the feel..." feels very behavioral science right? haha....but Indeed....my throat was MUCH better the next day and day after tmr....my throat doesn't feel pain anymore.....just the stupid ulcer on my tongue makes me cannot eat and drink.

Oh no...i guess i bored u all again...hehe, sorry la....like Archike loves to say "cakap banyak".....i just loves to talk....to my computer....hehehe. Oh....by the way....the next day after i seen the doctor...i went to JayyyyBeeeee!!! Whoooohooooo!! haha. Stayed there for few days...went 2 shopping malls...for more clothes and shoes [yet in the end didn't get any....aih...paiseh la...my taste very weird de...then i need to think for long time before deciding buy or no buy]

Today, came back from JB, went straight to chi cheong gai pulak. Haha. AND...finally got myself a bag (lelong mah...RM 10 nia...don't buy is stupid).....and a simple blouse!! Muahaha.

Studies??? whats study?? S-T-U-D-Y??? What is that? Means what? Doreen Saw is temporary stupid to the word study........lost memory to every single muscle, nerve supply, blood supply......................................................................................................................................................
WHAT DO U WANT WOR....i had been so busy and so sick for WHOLE week...how to study jek?? Use brain think think la.....[haha...paiseh...talk like my mother pulak !!]

Nitez la!