Too Free ~

hahaha, im really too free now...wanted to study actually, but my parents are watching TV now....and they set the volume high enough to distract my mind.I don't want to study in my room coz the room is so stuffy...mind u all that one of my family rule is to not on air con in the day to save electricity and to be healthy ( this is wat my mum said to make us save electricity ?? Lolz ). Well well, i guess im going off soon, i heard the progg is coming to an end.

Anyway, i had a bad dream yesterday nite. Super bad ~ Hahaha, maybe when i say it here, teng would be laughing out real loud....but, never mind...i don't care. Initially, i don't want to write here, but then, if i don't write down my dreams, i can't make my post long and some1 would start asking am i okay or not, why suddenly the post is so short. One more thing, usually my bad dream, if i don't tell some1, the dream would come true and i really don't want that to come true, sincerely.

Gosh,now, im thinking abt the dream and im still shivering. lolz ~ Well, actually, its a very messy dream and i can only remember a part where im PREGNANT !! Gosh...and my AGE is only 19....REAL GONE CASE !! hahaha.....think about it now, its funny. IN the dream, i was so scare...coz i know, with the coming of the baby, all my plans are all messed up.My dream of a doctor life is gone...everything spoiled !! Lolz ~ Then ar, the funny thing is...the dream later on change into another scene...the scene was me giving birth....Lolz ~ AND not that its scary abt giving birth...the funny place is....im giving birth in......A BATH TUB ?? Lolz ~ hahaha...alright anyone who is laughing...pls stop laughing now...im feeling real hurt if u keep on laughing. So, u can imagine what i see la...all the blood rushing out....and the water in the bath tub turns into reddish colour like im just being murdered....well...next the scene change again.....i was out somewhere after giving birth and walking like i did nothing just now...and my tummy is as flat as now like no traces of pregnant. AND, U know what....im walking to the Fast food Shop to eat....GOD !!! Some1 pls save me from the dream...its funny...horrible and not logical at all. And then, there was this some1, who stared at me and ask while im eating " hey, where is ur tummy...why suddenly so flat ?? " ...and u know what i say " Oh...baby ar...dunoe where la...i just give birth...but haven't see the baby yet wor...later only i go see...now eat 1st "....D-E-N-G !!

hahaha...now only i remember why i got this awful dream. What happened was, last night, i was sitting infront of my comp waiting for my parents to come back from JB to bring me out for dinner.Then, while waiting, i was super hungry yet i cannot eat anything....so...i saw the news paper and thought that reading the newspaper would stop me from feeling hungry.Now, what i saw from the newspaper is about Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes. The news was saying that the newborn baby Suri is not Tom's kid and she looks too old than 3 months........and then i was thinking about my cousin...who is so so so so so so so so DREAMLESS and AIMLESS as a women........and the same night, i got this stupid dream.Gosh....tell u all what....i shall never never never GET PREGNANT when im 19 which is next year...IMPOSSIBLE !! Now , with the dream, i will be even more careful......next year is coming soon...and nothing will stop me from getting my dream to be achive !! Nothing !!

So, whats with my cousin ? She ar, same age with me...staying in my Kampung..and think she is very pretty la.But then, i don't know, some of my aunties who stay in the city always debates with my aunties staying in the Kampung about who is prettier. Me or She. As if i really care....u know what my aunties shoot me with ?? they say....if im pretty...now im already involved in a r/ship and not being single....and no sign of ppl going aft me too......CIS ~~ CELAKA !!! As if i would tell them there is some 1 after me.....like my cousin...she would start saying...this XX guy..he is doing wat wat wat...then the YYY guy...getting for her wat wat wat...blah blah blah. Nah, u want, u can just talk....i will only listen and start pity ur future life. Not that i look down on ur future life la...but when i look at her, i can already foresee her being married very very very young !! No Joke...i have a cousin who got married at age 20.Well, this cousin who is same age with me....what i can say about her ?? Hmm..my mum say she is CHEap....my aunties say she is too wild and too free going..and her future life would be as bad as my cousin who got married at age 20. I...have nothing against her...she is one of my best buddies in kampung..we always went out to eat ice kacang and Laksa...then go buy novels...etc etc. All i can say about her is...she is a bit feather head la. Her looks...is just okay la...i would say lots of gals in IMU are much prettier than her...and im not saying im prettier than her coz i dunoe how i look in other ppl's eye. BUt, what im real pissed about her is...she has no dream and no aim at all. Okay, maybe this connects with her SPM result...she is not a bright student la...she got no As in SPM...only a B ...and the rest...u all can guess la.But, i keep encourage her to keep on studying...don't let go of hope...u can meet better guys in the city than all the " flies" in kampung...whom are not rich , no taste and RUDE !! God, i never seen such ppl in kampung...who keep flirting at a gal whose grandpa just dead and lying in the coffin in the living room abt 2metres away from him AND...At 2AM in the morning.Serious !! i won't say much about what happen there....all i can say is...no matter what...i will never find my life long patner in the kampung !!So, i keep telling my cousin to not let go of hope....but then, in the end, she just refuse to keep study anymore and making her dream of getting a boy friend and enjoy her life being a promoter in a Super market.Sigh ~ What a waste. Not that being a promoter is not good...i have nothing against that...but i know her character...she always told me that she want to be richer than what i have now....and she wants to have big house, big car...wear nicer clothes....blah blah blah....now she is telling me she want to have fun in the super market ? Gosh...if she wants, then i have nothing to say la. Just keep on with it....i really don't know how to encourage her adi.I told her once that " i foresee u get married at age 20 or younger....and got ur 1st kid at 22...2nd kid at 25....3rd kid at 28 and might get a fourth kid when u r 32 and u will be super busy".....im trying to encourage her not to get married that early...and she pissed me off....with " ya hor...good arrangement...good thinking......i always say u r real good in arranging my life....that is exactly what i want.....thank you so much for planning for me...i owe u an ice kacang..lets go...we go eat now.......and do u think getting married at 20 is difficult for me ar ? im still searching for some real leng chai guy la...but u know la..XX and YY also " so so " only....do u think they suit me ar ??? ".......wah lau...i really want to muntah darah....from that time onwards ( which is like 3 months ago ).......i didn't encourage her any more......i dont' know what to say...if i keep forcing her to study...its like im looking down at her current occupation...so the best is to shut up .Sigh...what a pity....i know with her looks, she can find some1 better in city...yet she want to find those rude guys in kampung...sigh ~

Alright, enough of crapping...why m i telling my family stuf in the blog ? Gosh...im mad !! well, going to study now...my parents went for a walk adi !! yea Yea...time to study...then later...will be my " bak kut teh " time......my mum cooked bak kut teh...and it smells so good...i want to eat !!! lolz ~~

have a nice weekend !! (^.^)

ichigo

Buddhism ??

Okay, i just went to the Buddhist Society Dharma class....i have no idea why im there. As far as my friends know....im a perfect free thinker....i don't really know abt buDdha...or Jesus Or what ever....and i just pray when ever i see a god. Thats all.Well, i guess i went there just to have fun ?? Hahaha....to see how teng will get on with her Frog Prince ?? LolZ ~ wahaha ~

So, i went there....right, b4 we went there, we kena tangkap by my dear OO, Jia Yu, she asked us to go to the chess club..so somehow or rather, we end up in chinese chess club when i don't even know how to play.Gosh, so, teng was playing against JIa yu and i just sit there and somehow gives a little bit of strategy !! ahaha ~

Then, we went to the dharmma class...we are...erm...late actually !! Lolz ~ but never mind, so we sat together...but in the end, the commitees said wanna split into 2 groups and play games and they divide us into the same grp by using the " 1-2" method.means,if i say 1, the ppl next to me will be 2 then the next will be 1...and so on.So, since both of us are sitting together, its impossible for us to be in the same group rite ? So, teng was in her Jane June Jie Jie's grp and im in her frog prince's grp...Lolz ~ Soo bad !! Shud exchange mah...Like dat only fun !! hahaha ~ Anyway, im also in the same grp as Sandy, Jackie and lots more whom i don't know. Jackie was a funny person, he just keep on cracking jokes and every1 was laughing all the way. Then, we start the game. Its a wat Alphabat Mosaic game. Meaning, there will be a few alphabet given to each grp and we are supposed to make words from the alphabets.So, what happened is, this jackie...i dunoe he is too tall or too big size to be push......he just keep standing there...holding his " r" alphabet....and the rest of the ppl will suit themselves either beside jackie or whatever...Lolz ~ In the end, when he was asked abt his comment...he said " i think its very messy....and i don't even know what im playing....all i know is, just stand there and hold my alphabet.There was ppl pushing me ard initially...but later no one push me and i just stand there" ....wah lah..when he said this..evry1 starts to laugh. hahaha ~ he is funny !! well, all in all...its quite nice actually. not too bad, except the lecturing part.That guy, his english is not that good...and his pronounciation gives me an impression that he came from Kedah...why le ?? haha ~ But, he is good la...his theory is good....

After the session, he asked, are we all buddhist ?? then i just shut up.....coz i don't know how to answer. Im never a Buddhist..nor a Christiant or anything...im always a Free thinker..i can go to church if i want...in fact, i went every yr..with my uncle....then i can go temple .....and i go every chinese new year too.But, no matter what, since i have committed myself to grandpa...i will never be a Christian.....either a free thinker or a buddhist.Sooooo.........i shall not call myself Buddhist ...and i will always remain free thinker.Lolz ~ i wonder, will they be pissed when i told them my answer next time ?? hahaha ~ i really want to see what will be on their face expression ??

By the way, i just remembered, one of teng and my intention of going to the session is to see whether we can meet her senior or not...too bad...didn't manage to see him or her...wahaha ~ never mind, there is always chances !!

alright, wanna sleep adi...see u guys next time. Have a nice weekend !!!! Yoo HOo ~~~~

ichigo

No title, don't know what to put here

Alright,again, im here in ELL 3 with teng...supposed to study...but stuck with the comp adi..refuse to leave. Let me tell u this,the whole ELL 3 is like mine and teng's coz there is no 1 here...opps..theres sum1 coming.hey, get out !! i wanna be alone with teng here...doing " private" things. Lolz ~Well, just now, we went to the car park and sat in the car...i was doing nothing...playing with her stering lock ( we were sitting in her car )...while she was transfering the fried rice from one container to another container. GOod leh ?? she brought me lunch summore le. But idid belanja her ice Lemon Tea and we become " mouth itchy " ( hahah...sorry, its my way of telling things in rojak way...its means that we r greedy ...wanna eat more food )....so, i went to buy a packet of nasi lemak....wow...i tell u ar, the nasi lemak is real worthwhile lo...80 cents for one and its consider quite good adi....so cheap !! i dunnoe that there is one thing in the world which don't need even Rm 1...geng le ,....i can foresee that both teng and i will go buy the nasi lemak again !!

BY the way, why on earth r we in the ELL3 AGAIN ?? Lolz~ actually le, wedon't want to stay....we planned to go see the " Devil Wears Prada " which is showing today 1st day......in 1u....but leh, suddenly, yesterday, teng's nice senior in Buddihst society msg her telling her that today will have a dunnoe what dharma session....so to respect her senior and too see whther can find my senior or not...we decided to give away our precious plan of having fun in 1U to go for that dharma thingy !! Sigh Sigh ~ now think about it ar, we realised that actually her senior msg her....and SO NICE Inform her...is due to his / her post lo.he or she ( we still dunnoe its a she or he..but i suspect its a he yet teng think its a she...dun care la...put HE 1st la..since this is my blog mah ...everything goes with my decision !! ) So, he is actually the leader of the dharma thingy...so, got vested interest la...no wonder so nice msg see teng...wah sei !! By the way, its good to have a senior with u ...sigh ..like me, i still dunnoe whether i have a senior or not...cham nya.....i WANT MY SENIOR...where r u ?? Oh ya, teng said..its better in my case coz i can just ask Jane June to be my senior. Dunnoe why la, teng like Jane June so much...she say she gives her a feel of a big sister wor. So,now, we have to call her " jane june da jie ".....wah lau...not bad leh ?? Oh, hopefully i can get that frog prince of teng too...Lolz...to make her jealous...Lolz ~ Who is that frog prince leh ?? ask me personally...i will see....whether i can tell u or not....wahahah ~im being naughty again.....As usual....^__^

Libray is super cold now...and i feel like sleeping.....its already 12.30 pm...one more hour to go....if i sleep now...i sure cannot wake up...Lolz ~ i know, im being lazy again. Oh, forget to touch a bit abt the Dr,P walked out on us. Well, everything was normal today. He came in to teach and he actually finish our lecture for today quite early.Then he start saying that there is som1 from out batch went to appologise to him that day ( i guess its evelyn..coz teng said she say her talking to Dr.P that day ) and now, he has no hard feelings any more and he used to be a student and he understands the attitude of a student. and Blah blah blah...then, later he start teaching the lecture which he didnt finish that day.Super nice man !! Well, actually, i really salute him lo....can just let go off everything and start teaching us again w/o any hard feelings. Sigh ~ and wats more, he is so happy and nice today !!Oh god, my eyes are closing adi. Teng went to toilet and there is no 1 talking beside me which make me even sleepier. Teng, if u met frog prince..do come back earlier...i wanna sleep adi......i wonder did she meet frog prince again ?? usually when im not with her, she will sure meet frog prince...geng le ?? wahahah

talk abt yesterday nite's cheerleading competition....wow...its amazing. Im glad that i stayed to watch that. although my batch did quite badly... we have our reason to be bad...we only have like 1 week to practice ?? yet other batch has such a long time to practise. Its sort of not fair la...but well, we did our best and even if we didn't win...its okay....at least, i appreciate them. Its actually quite kekok yesterday when i saw the cheerleaders and they r so sad...yet they ask me " we suck rite "...and i have to comfort them...telling them its okay.....u all did well...blah blah...im so fake !! Anyway, i love the Sem3 's cheerleading.Its actually not cheerleading lo..its more like dancing...haha ~ They have this tango and wat ever...and the timing is real good....i never see so many ppl dancing together....in pairs summoer and the timing is so good. Okay, except ballet of coz...they r just normal students and they can do so well. i Salute them !! really !! however,the lost too...they got like 2nd last...coz i think mainly their cheer is not that good...and its not cheerleading but dancing !! Pharmacy was quite nice...not too bad. I love the way they fling their pomps pomps.their's is in purple colour and the colour just strikes out in the dark...making it real nice.But their formation...erm...i prefer the Sem3's one. Sem4...which is Kahyee's grp...she was in the cheerleading too.BUt, i think she is either has not enough pratice...or else she didn't take up dancing lesson. Her dance wasn't good....and she keeps looking at the others instead of the judges. AND thats a big mistake.U shud never see other ppl than the judges.Sigh ~ their formation...not soo good also...i think pharmacy's formation is better...adn their's is ...erm..shud say...common la...not very good..and not toobad...just common thats all !! Sem5....to tell the truth, i dun like Sem5...and i dunnoe why in the world they can win......well, never mind, maybe they got the judges attention but they just didn't get mine thats all. So, i have nothing to say abt them.

right, got to go, teng is waiting for me adi. So sleep now...just now melvyn came and kacau me...or else i would have finish my blog adi. Wat la ~ Cis !!

have fun !! ^ ( ^ O ^ ) ^

-ichigo-

Heart Broken ~~

Sigh, i guess everyone has his or hers sadest thing well kept in their heart, Of coz, im a normal human and although im always happy go lucky, i do have my own sad things too.

Just now nearly bump into other ppl's car, im not trying to say my driving skills is not good...wat im trying to say is, i saw something which got my attention and lost my concentration in driving. Gosh, i really don't know what im doing that time. WHat i know is, i was memorising my " Functions of Skin, Protein And Tissues " when i saw a person, who looks exactly like my dead grandpa. Sigh, that old man too, walked out from the residential area where i lived and for one second, i thought he is not dead yet and he is living in my house. The exact clothes he put on, the exact hair styles.....all the same " smell " and the same Feel.......really, for one second, i really thought he is living. Yet, after that, i remember he is dead. Even if he decided to be alive today, he can never do so...coz his body was burnt into ashes and im there to witness the burning....Its super impossible for him to be alive and still walking ard. Oh dear, im really going to get crazy. How in the world is there 2 ppl who looks and " smells " and feel the same ?? Its impossible to be my grandpa's twin bro, coz he never had one and even if he had it secretly, he would have told me. BUt.....im so curious....how in the world ....why....there r 2 so alike ppl ?? Sigh. Well, right after i did an emergency brake to not bump into the car infront....i search for that old man....and i can't find him.He is like disappear into thin smoke....Sigh ~ Well, is it his soul ?? couldn't be what, if its his soul, he won't be walking towards some where and will just show up infront of me like what he did previously. OKay, i know some of my new readers don't know this, i can actually see things...but only those very closely related to me.So don't come and find me and help you see whether ur XX or ur YY or ur doggies and kittys is ard or living well or not.

I can't find that old man in the end....and all i know is, i start crying. I know, other drivers might think me mad...but i really can't help feeling sad.I miss him...he is the only person i trust and i lean on in this world....he is the only person that made me determines not to marry some1 with a diff related ppl.......he is the only one who know what im thinking even when i just yawn...Sigh ~ All in all, he is the closest ppl to me.Yet, too bad he died so early. suddenly, i thought of the interview question the IMU interviewer asked me in June. Why Do U Want To be A Doc. i told them sincerely that, i saw how the doc try to help my grandpa when he is critical, their professional way, their caring and kindness...this made me feel like being a doc is not a good idea. After the death of my Grandpa....i feel more determined to be a doc....i really don't want to see my own relatives died without me giving out help to them.....without me tried saving them.....i don't want to be the only helpless one...seeing them died without doing anything. WEll, i thought this answer will make IMU kicked me out, but, instead they put me into the band 1....when i knew that...i was like " huh ? wat ?? "Lolz ~

Alright, back to the normal me...enough of being sentimental...one bad thing abt me is....my sentimental mood keep coming to me when im writing blog...thats why...i never had any happy blog. Hahaha ~ By the way, today, my lecture got a BIG CASE !! hahaha, this is what i call a " happening day ". Well, what happened is, we were as usual, being given a lecture by Dr. Joachim Perera, also my mentor. So, he was talking and every body was so tired coz everything was new to us and we can't remember so many things at one time. But, every1 kept quiet and listen. There was one point, where Dr. JP said something wrongly. He accidentally show us the wrong examples for some joints and everyone was trying to jerk him. He just pretend nothing had happened and the front rows are respecting him....making no noise...nothing...just pretend like he does. But, the back rows...i have no idea who they are, keep making noises.Then, Dr.JP grew very impatient and told them to settle down and be quiet. Well, as far as i know, ppl sitting at the back rows are usually not that easy to settle down...no offence to those who likes to sit behind yet are very dicipline.....thats what i think from my past experiance. So, In the end, Dr. JP just walked out from the Lecture Theteare....geng le ?? well, everyone starts to make noise..and be so happy...but see teng and i know very well that we are the one losing lots of thing...we missed a lecture and that lecture is not easy to study without knowing before hand.Gosh ~~

Alright...got to go...Tv time...see u all next time ~

ichigo

I Am mad ~

Lolz ~ yea, from the title, u guys can actually know what im mad of....im mad of writing BLOG......^__^

how is 3.20pm and mayb some of my IMU seniors might ask: " wat the heck r u doing in IMU at this time ?? shudn't u be home at 11 am ??? dun be so rajin...go home la "...wahaha...i hope im RAJIN...too bad im not. I tell u what, im starting to feel afraid adi...coz today's PBL, every1 can actually remember loads of things from this morning lectures....im the only one can't remember...Oh pls..i really can't remember anything...even the Axial And Ap..wat every skeletal....God...im really stupid and slow...sigh ~Neway, im staying for the chinses orchestral...sigh..its really a bit late, at 4pm and im falling alseep now. I can tell u guys that im super tired...lack of sleep and what i know abt the consequence of not having enough sleep is....my black eye circle is getting clearer and clearer...i have no idea what happened to me !! Sigh ~

Im suppose to make a blog for see teng now..but she havn't figure out what name to use in her blog...so im waiting for her...while droozing away....hahaah ~ TENG...faster la....i want to fall asleep adi !!Yawn Yawn !!

well, really no mood to write anything now...too sleepy adi....ZZZZZzzzzzZZZzzzz. Will write a better one next time !! Chaoz ~

ichigo aka doreen

Tired ~

some might ask, " hey, come on, its only MOnday and wats up with u , why so tired ?? " well, u wil feel tired too if u ---- 1. Slept not even 5 hrs.....2. have been up at 6.45am....3. need to drive to Bkt Jalil and back ( esp the new drivers ) .....4. have been doing the PBL for whole afternoon, yet still haven't finish it till now.....5. have been using ur brain alot in this morning's lectures...its abt the muscle and so many new things to learn and memorise....and last but not least ....6. have been trying to login here..but something is wrong and i dun even know wats wrong...until i realised i have been loging in with a wrong user name....and that i cannot write a blog here.......

So, with all this 6 points...will u feel tired too ?? i know..som1 might be laughing adi..esp the ppl i like to Zhat---Crz...hahaha~ Laugh Then...i dun care adi...my mental is seriously...overused...and im not planning to be angry !!so, keep laughing to revenge all my " zhat-ness"...hahah...and not to say my Sp and SS ness ^__^

Anyway, just received a friendster msg from LJ ( this morning,so funny as usual )which keeps me feeling not so tired for a while.Then, i got another friendster msg JUST NOW.....and after reading Christy's msg ( mind u ...its CHRISTY....not CHRIS ...to some blind ppl...lolz )..i reli feel much better and im willing to work harder again. I don't know what happened to me. The whole last week, i realised that i have been finding excuses not to study...so..my work load is getting heavier this week....God, i really need to stop playing PC and go work !! Seriously, when u see everyone in the lecture hall bringing Marieb to the Lecture...and i was like" oh god, i haven't even TOUCH my Marieb yet..."...sigh ~ Feel so nervous. M i being too kiasu ?? i don't like the idea of being kiasu...but what to do ?? have to be kiasu..or else...will end up being kicked out from IMU at the end of Sem2...and that is the least thing i hope for !!

Alright, Christy was feeling PISSED ...that in my Space, i didn't put her name down in the " Who I want To meet..." lolz....i have no idea what i had written there...i have no habits of re-reading wat i had read...so...im gona add a little bit here. So, Christy want me to add in...that I, would like to Meet the SUPER STAR Christy...who is my lou poh chai in A lvls class...Lolz ~ Hahaha ~ Happy now...Christy ?? okay, a little bit on Christy. She is one of my good friends and so call lou poh chai in Class. we have been quite closed...until she ditch me for him " chen jun ge "...eh..come on la...im here always but ur chen jun ge is a korean...whom he don't even know u ...how could u ditch me for HIM ?? Lolz ~ Sob sob ~ so SAD !! Wats more, she bring my 1st lou poh chai - shammy with her too...sama sama ditch me for chen jun ge....haih ~ lost 2 lou poh chai in one day...real pathetic !! Lolz ~~ Shammy was another good friends in my A lvls class...she sits next to me..for like...nearly 1.5 yr...excepts the 1st few months where i didn't even know her yet !! hahaah ~ Shammy and Christy are like my 2 happy source la...always talk things that are real funny. Esp Christy..she is a very ambitious gal..she wanna join SHE grp le...geng le ?? when she join SHE...the grp is gona change name into C SHE ( see SHE )...lolz ~~ Go ahead Christy, i will keep my words that when u joined the SHE...i will be the 1st person...and the organiser of the C SHE Fans Club...i will make a real nice T-Shirt all in PINK colour with our photos on it...and OF COZ....give u for free la !! thats my promise to u !! Hahaha ~ Christy is MAD on SHE and PINK colour stuff...i still remember that last bday, i gave her a Pink Bear, with a pair of PInk earing...the whole wrapping is PINk too...Lolz ~ And oh...she is the only one...who sings SHE songs in RedBox...hahaha....so, everytime, i will sing with her la...haih..wat to do...my lou poh chai mah...must give face a bit...hahaha ~

Alright, really need to stop writing, or else i will go on and on....hahaha ~ To my dear Christy....Are U Happy Now ?? i WROTE SUPER STAR CHRISTY.....and i put lots of ur info in my blog...and im sure ...now u r famous in IMU adi...hahahaha ~ provided my seniors come and read my blog...don't worry...there is one person...whom i know will read this....Lolz...he is Chris and u r Christy.....and u might not be Famous in IMU ..but ...He, som1 from IMU wil know u from now on...hahaha ~ happy ar ?? promoting u ...and make chances for u to be famous..so that u can join SHE soon...wahahhaa ~ i really cannot type adi...keep laughing non stop...Lolz ~~ See ya,every1...esp my Christy...we go Sing K again, one day !! Just give me a call and i will check my time table and let u know !!

Love Everyone In This World..except Pr and S...lolz...Not Shammy for sure !!

have a nice day tmr !!

Ichigo ??...aka Doreen !!

New Blog AGain ????

wahahaha, i wonder this is the num wat blog i had. erm...lets see....1 ? nah...its impossible...2 ?? nah..i think more than that...3 ?? 4 ?? well..i lost count of how many previous blog i had before this. i know some1 will be very surprise, esp my dear teng and yun....coz among them, my space survive....but..theirs...was...erm...full of cob web ?? Lolz ~ no offence..im just using what u all told me !! wahahah ~

Okay..there is some1 out there....told me that i HAVE to write in chinese...kekeke * evil grins*....no la...he only reminded me not to write in chinese...but well....im a perfect chinese....so...i will write in chinese...........maybe not tonite....too tired and not in the mood of writing also !!

Today, went to Eastin Hotel...with dear teng.what i can say abt her is...she very brave...hahaha..and her driving skills....is slightly dangerous la...but...my heart can still take it !! wahahahahaa...she gona kill me when she sees this !! I still remember what she said aft Eng Hui get off the car ( Eng Hui is one of my High school friend )....she said :" i see his face so pale...next time he sure dare not sit my car....not many ppl can take the way i drive.."..then i ask her " then me leh ?? m i abnormal ?? why i can still sit in ur car so relax..summore falling asleep "...and this cheeky teng she said " ya lor..u memang abnormal mah..thats why u still so comfortable...haha"....fine lo...i memang abnormal...next time dun ask me to fetch u to endah parade...dun want shop with u liow...next time dun ask me to fetch u to SP from Taylors...i memang abnormal...hahaha ~

Back to the farewell, Li Ying, the gal who organised this, is going to UK on 27th..how sad.Its like yesterday when i 1st met her in CHS...1Z2...Lolz.She was a happy gal, always so confident and so smart !! Sigh ~ Those were the happy days and now she is leaving to Uni Of Bristol..where i will be left here in IMU...not that IMU is not good...but...i always dreamt to go overseas for my Uni studies.Never mind..at least im having PMS...where i will go overseas 2.5 yr later. Well, in Eastin Hotel...the food was AWESOME !!! too bad i had something b4 i went there....there was so many things to0 eat until i dunnoe where to start from. Japanese Food..Spaggethi....Cakes...Fruits...Pancake...Indonesia Food, Thai, Myammar....Singapore....lots more...the best thing is...theres LOTS of STRAWBERRIES !!! hahaha ~Here..i must tell u one real bad thing abt Eng Hui...he really TOO MUCH !! i knew him so long...every yr give him present...now he treat me like this !! what happened was.....we took some cakes as dessert....then i OFFER to change my cake with his strawberry....and this bad guy here....REFUSE !!! how could he....yer...after i beg him so much...and in the end...he gobble up the strawberry he took....YER....see la...where to find ppl who will exchange the cake for strawberry ?? only me will do this..and he still refuse my offer....BEH Eng Hui....i won't forgive u ...Lolz ~~

Okay...my godson is kacauing me now...and this makes everything diff...not only to sit properly...or to chat properly.....he added a few alien language to my blog too....so..too bad la..will write another one .....ASAP....

p/s : wat is d def of ASAP ?my ASAP means...i dunnoe when...hahaha ~ depends on my mood..might be tmr...might be 1 yr later...might be...10 yrs later ?? hahaha ~

thanx again to my loyal readers...i know my space had caused u all lots of trouble....so sorry...gomenasai !! well, enjoy this...im planning to put up a say box soon.....there is some trouble which i have no idea wats that...sorry lo...i memang Idiot in Comp mah ~~By the way, im not planning to close my Msn space....coz that is the only place where i can write my private blogs there....where i can say everything out in my heart...so...if u guys think that is really troublesome...its okay if u all dun view that !! i will still keep it open and updated ASAP...^__^

Lolz ~ have Fun ~

nitez ~

ichigo ~~