StrawBerry KingDome

A Land Of Sweetness And Sourness...Sometimes with Bitterness....The Exact Land that a Human Walks.... -all in all....I LOVE STRAWBERRY...hehe- ~to know me better, its to know me tru my blog~

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Leaving

Oh well....i really like this song...sang in Armagedon (i think i mispelled the name of the movie) and if you noticed, i had been singing it quite often lately. haha

" I'm leaving.......on a jet plane.......don't know when i'll be back again". Oh yes, I am leaving Malaysia...but not on a Jet plane, but on Boeing 747. hahaha. And yes, i really don't know when i will be back again....perhaps.....Next July? Nope, not July 2009 but July 2010. Lol. sounds funny right? haven't even reach this year's July and i am already talking about Next year's july.

Oh well well......thank you everyone, for all the wishes, calls, sms-es, facebook message...blah blah. I really appreciate them well. It made me feel so touched......i never know i am so popular!!! hahahaha....sorry la, let me Syok Sendiri for the last time in Malaysia....you won't get to see me SS in Malaysia anymore....at least not in year 2009!!

Time flies. Can't imagine that New Year just passed by. I clearly remember that day, i spent whole night on phone since my house had a darked out and thanks to TM Malaysia, they have thi "talk all night for free" promotion, i spent my night well talking on the phone with 2 of my "ji-mui"s. haha. Talk with 1st one, then after hang up the 1st....call the 2nd person. lol. Real good in "boiling porriage" right? hahaha. And yes, New Year, my dog shivered on my lap...making me feel like im having a Osim Uzap on my tighs while i mugged through all my notes preparing for the killer EOS. And now.....its time to leave Malaysia.

Seriously, i don't know what had i done these few months. Hmm....i know i have enough sleep and play. I met a lot of my relatives.....spend a good time in JB with my dear Aunt Mei (not a good time but 2 good times) then went back NUMEROUS time to Kedah for my Gpa's after death ceremonies. I can't clearly pin-point what i had done....all i can say is....i did LOADS of stuffs....that i know all the memories can help me crawl through all the sadness and homesickness while im in Aberdeen. Or....maybe...hopefull the memories can help me through (haha...im not sure how severe my homesick will be)

My brother said i sounded nervous. Seriously, i feel i am more of leaving for holidays than to stay there for long. Feels like im going on a 3 weeks vacation in Japan with my aunt. hahaha. Maybe when i reach Aberdeen, i will start to get the "real feel".

So, yes, please...to my fellow aberdeen mates, seniors....if i am having a red eye, red nose and a coarse voice....please leave me alone....let me cry my lung out....i will stand up soon! i just need to cry!!

Okie......i guess this will be my last post in Malaysia.............will see when i could write new stuffs in UK for this blog.

Thank you everyone...esp mum and dad. I know you guys miss me and will worried. i can see and feel it. I realize that these few days...esp yesterday and today....all my favourite dishes suddenly pops out on the dinner table. lol. Mum even went all the way to SS15 Market to get the pork balls just becuz i like it. Thanx...i will miss you all!! And grandma, thanx for making the dumbling when mum couldn't make it...and the best thing is....the dumpling taste well!! Just that i really dont have much appetite knowing that im leaving soon. sigh

I guess thats all~ See you. Good bye, everyone!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Happy BIrthday!!

*no, this does not mean im opening my blog again!! Just an occasional entry!! *

Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday To me
Happy Birthday to me!!

haha...sounds pathetic right? singing myself a birthday song! But nah....i had a great one. I don't need a cake, i don't need a celebration, i don't even need anything.....for i already have a BIG bunch of people who wished me since yesterday and of course those trying to get me tru phone and sms. I am sorry i didn't get your sms nor phone call since something wrong has happened either my phone or my network provider who is Maxis. Since my phone is in a good condition....so i guess....the fault is on..........

I am serious that i do not have a cake nor celebration. No, don't stop shouting " what? 21st also no celebration?" Well, i had a lunch with my parents the other day......Jap Buffet...so i guess thats my birthday celebration. Come to think about it....i have a birthday present too....haha...i just rememberd my cousin gave me one few weeks ago. Oh good...feels a bit sad of not having even one birthday present!! lol

So, imagine, i have a cake infront of me....what would i wish for??? hmm

1st close eyes...
2nd clasps my hands
3rd....wish..........for world peace!!! hahaha
4th BLow the candles

Sorry la, my birthday wish is always world peace since im 12yrs old. Cuz i understand only by achieving world peace, only will everyone be happy. I want to be happy and so does everyone to be happy....so i wish for a more generous wish...of world peace....but well, i had been wishing for....8yrs still the wish didn't come true....lol...not sincere enough?

But, if i am to be given another few wishes...i would wish for.....erm my parents to be in good health and so do I, everyone around me to be happy and I can work harder and do better in my Medicine course!! Jia you!!

ADD OIL!!

p/s: i just remember some important ppl forgotten my birthday....haha, still waiting for her to remember. lol

Thank you everyone...for you....continuos birthday greetings in Facebook.....reply till i am so tired!! lol

HUGS and Muackz~~~

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

SET

As mentioned earlier....
by 170th post, i would announce the fate of this blog. Haha.

And yes, i have decided to temporarily close this blog down and shift to other blog.

Click here for the link: http://strawberrrykingdome.vox.com/

So, for whoever has been reading and will not be continue reading due to the "mafan-ness" i thank you for the support so far......
and for those who will be going tru all the trouble...
thank you so much for being with me. Hopefully we can still keep in touch after i go Aberdeen.

Jah.....that marks the end of my 170th post....
and

i officially announce this blog will be close temporarily till further notice. Temporary= i don't know when....hahaha....maybe...one fine day.....i feel like having a new blog again. Haha.

Arigatou Gozaimasu!!

Disaster~

Finally started CNS revision today. 2nd round........actually is 1st round after the so call "highlight rounds". Yet, since my highlight round is also known as study and remember round......i classifiy them as 1st round.

Seriously, i really hate CNS so much, as much as i hate MSK. haha. Now MSK not that hateful ady, CNS took the 1st place.....

Sien, talked to Lie Joo this afternoon and she told me what to concentrate in CNS. You know what, i sort of freaked out after i talked to her. OMG, the things that i am concentrating aren't at all important. Whatever i thought won't be that important ARE important. Sigh. Cham liao la. I plan to fail CNS de, but then she say don't give up, cannot give up cuz most OSPE and EOS ques would be on sem4 and CNS and MSK. AIH~~~~ GROANS.

I don't know, are all those CNS stuff basic ah? Cuz they are so difficult to understand, whats more to prepare it in 3 weeks and must at least do 2 solid rounds before going exams. It sounds so impossible!!! I seriously feel like giving up, turn myself to concentrate on MSK and HI.....but cannot la....i can run away from CNS once, i cannot run away from it for ever right??

Back pain is not helping either. Been having back pain since yesterday.....hopefully tmr will reside la. Please~ Onegaishimasu!!!

okay la...enuf of crapping...better go back to CNS. DAMN!! Tak Habis Habis

Monday, December 01, 2008

Long Time No Post

Oh well, can't believe that i have never updated my blog here for quite sometime. Hmm. What to do? I am so busy with studies that i lost all my inspirations on writing blogs.

Today, was supposed to be busy as well. At this time, should be in Uni, attending lectures. However, thanx to my back pain, i have to go right home after my PBL. Even sitting in PBL rooms made me feel so painful that i didn't speak much today. I am so sorry, Dr. Shereen and of course, to all my PBL mates.

Actually, planning to close this blog down again. Haha. I don't really like blogspot actually, but sincce most of my friends are using blogspot, thats why i re-open it. So, am i going to stop blogging? No way~ Blogging has already become part os my life, just like writing diaries [come to think about it, my diary is even more pathetic than my blog, since i abandoned it far longer than this blog]. Anyway, its just a plan at the moment.

Ar..Hah....i got a plan. I will decide when the num of post here reach 170. Now is 168....so, by that time i will decide. To those who really read my blog [thank you very much for ur support] Don't worry, i have an URL which will link u to my private blog. Of course, anything private written there will be categorised under Private where unless you are invited by me to become VIP, it is impossible to read the private stuffs. =) So, yes, don't worry, you can still find me whereever i go.

Here is the URL: http://strawberrrykingdome.vox.com/

Friday, November 21, 2008

I Am Just Bored.

Sigh, as "explained" by the title, I am extremely bored now.

Finished a CNS note and 2 Heamato notes which 3 of them adds up to 11 notes that i had done today. I am planning to finish off one more (parasite mah...finish them off one day, more happy. haha).

Why of this sudden keganasan or enthu of study? Hmm.

Special thanx to
1. My mum, for asking me to go eat McD as tea when we were shopping in Piramid.
2. Myself, for saying wrongly and bought a LARGE coffee instead of medium.
3. Again, my mum, for drinking with me and urging me to drink fast fast and get a new cup of coffee.
4. Still my mum, for urging me to finish off that cup and then get a new cup so i can drink while i am studying tonight. Thanxie, my mum.
5. Last but not least, McD's coffee recipe, for making it so "kau" and i have the energy + Semangat to study THAT much despite of me starting my revision at 9.30pm. Haha. If not, early early i sudah tidur.

No, i am not wide awake. In fact, i feel sleepy. Come on, its already 3am...or UK 7pm. Haha. Suddenly remember the joke that Jackie cracked. I am supposed to chat with him this saturday for the Aberdeen stuff. He told me to chat with with at 7pm, then i asked him "ur 7pm or my 7pm"...and he said "if u want UK 7pm also can, its Msia 3am". Lolz. How do i know the time difference is that big wor??? So ah, now is practising to not to sleep THAT early....so that next time i can argue back "UK 7 pm also can...u tot i sleep before 3am ah?". (okay lo, i memang kiasu-ness.....cannot lose de...)

So......to refrain myself for doing more lame stuff....i think i am going to finish off Babesiosis then go to bed. Nitez Nitez, everyone~ (i doubt who will still be awake except those UK ppl). Lolz.

I SERIOUSLY NEED HOLIDAYS!!

My Dog + Self Esteem.

Again, after a long study day (not that long actually)....must blog a bit bit. =)

So, i finally tackled 3 long boring CNS notes today, kinda amazed by my own ability and discipline...

Maybe...its the effect of shopping in Sunway Piramid? Hmm. Most probably. Went to SP this afternoon, supposed to "update" myself with the outside world and reward myself with the newest Detective Conan Comic (after being so good girl for....er....more than 1 month?). So, FINALLY realize that Christmas is coming soon. Haha. I never know the shopping malls start to decorate the malls into Christmas feel THAT early. I was "trapped" in a Christmas dream this afternoon. Whole SP is in such Christmas feel that i nearly thought it is going to be christmas in 2-3days time. Not many ppl, although i expect it to be (school holiday mah), perhaps its because its weekday? So, yea, went around, didn't get my comic in the end, cuz the new episode haven't come out yet (i wonder is the author in christmas mood that he is not drawing??). Sigh. Really soooo....looking forward to read something new, something different from Mid Brain, Cerebral Cortex, Pons & Medulla or else Hb, Hct, Red Blood cells, megakaryocyte..etc etc. Never mind, i shall check with the comic shop again next week. Yes, i am going again next thursday....muahaha....WHY ??? cuz...its JUSCO MEMBERS DAY wor....got loads of discounts here and there. Wee~

Found a very good deal in House Of Leather though. A 29" luggage bag + 23" (i think)luggage bag only sells like...RM 399. GOod leh? And, No, the 23" is not the cabin luggage bag (in case u think i study till sot liao), its some sort like the 29" one, just that slightly smaller...and you DEFINATELY cannot bring it up to cabin. The quality...was...so so. I don't really like it since it gives me a Flappy feel, but the shop assistant reassure me it is good quality and the thing looks flappy cuz it is made of Asbestos (OMG, occupational Hazard). It is light( can carry more thing...the only thing that attracts me)and colourful (oh no, im not attracted to the pink colour). Somehow, i still prefer Lojel. It is slightly heavier (about 7kg acc to my mum, but i don't think so)yet good quality and good warranty. Why i said so? Cuz my brother is a very "violent" person...he never takes care of luggage bag, yet the Lojel my mum bought for him since 2nd year Med Year, is still in good condition now (for ur info, he is now last year, 6th Med Year). Maybe....i would still go for Lojel, slightly expensive, but good quality, at least i don't need to suffer any hassle in UK like " wahlao...why mybag got a BIG HOLE??? How to go home with such bag???". =)

So, had fun in Piramid, came back to find my dog stuck under the thai leaf tree (don't ask me why call that tree that name...i didn't name it...someone else does). The tree has LOADS of thorns on it...and my dog is "hidding" underneath it (what a GOOD place for hiding, huh). What worst is that becuz my dog is acting ganasly again, he torn the wire that my mum stuck it tightly to the window (prevent him from torning it open and jump out from the house). Lagi worst is that....my dog hurt his left upper eye lid. I have no idea how he hurt it. All i know is, i found a wet thoroughly, shivering dog with a big red swelling on the left eye lid under the thai leaf tree. So, quickly bath him then dry him and send him to the vet. The "panel vet" (good leh, my dog see vet until got panel vet adi)so ngam not in, and we have a young leng lui vet. She reassure us that nothign is wrong with my dog and she just gave him (my dog la, its a HE)a mood stabiliser which made my dog very "flappy" now. What i meant by flappy is......my dog seems to lost all his motor power, muscle tone and reflex. He only lies on his stomach on the floor and breath unexceptionally loud. sigh. I percuss my dog (yes, dog and human are somewhat similar), releived that he didn't have any pnemothorax or heamothorax. In fact, i cannot find any wound (proably due to the thick fur). All i can find is...a distended bladder. Haha. He is so weak that he cannot even pee and poo. Damn funny. Just lie there.

So, yes. Don't want to type liao. a bit bored with this. My comp a bit lag tonight. Sien.
Below is a test done by me slightly earlier...on self confident. Lolz.
I personally like this phrase" From personal experience, you’ve learned that it’s important for people not to underestimate the quiet one or overestimate the bubbly one." So...CCB, stop saying i am suffering from LOW SELF ESTEEM just becuz i don;t mix with many ppl and don't talk as much as you. you are MANIA adi la. Hahaha.

See yea~






Quiz: Does Your Self-Esteem Need a Makeover?
Result: Fairly Grounded
Your self-esteem seems fairly healthy. You may not think of yourself as someone who has it together all the time, but other people definitely see you in a positive light, and might even envy your disposition. That can sometimes be a burden to a person with an on-again, off-again self-esteem. You may feel that you’re expected to show others that you always earn high marks when it comes to controlling your emotions and handling whatever life dishes out, but it’s truly OK to be vulnerable.

It’s also OK to take credit for the things you have accomplished and for the person you are. Part of a healthy self-esteem is a belief in yourself and your abilities. Don’t chalk your successes up to “just luck” but take the credit when it’s your due – you can still be humble and proud of your achievements at the same time.

What some people may not realize is that self-esteem and personality are not necessarily interchangeable. Someone can be completely outgoing and boisterous and have a low self-esteem. A total wallflower could have a positive self-esteem. While a person’s behavior in social situations is often thought to indicate his or her self-esteem, this isn’t an absolute. From personal experience, you’ve learned that it’s important for people not to underestimate the quiet one or overestimate the bubbly one.

For instance, while others may think of you as having an intact self-esteem, one of your demons may be that you’re someone who occasionally succumbs to the pressures of society regarding physical appearance and monetary assets. And this can seriously inhibit your dating and relationship desires. If you feel that you’re not “good enough,” that will be reflected in your body language, behavior, and words – and, as a result, the other person’s actions are more likely to mirror your own behavior. By staying positive, you can attract positive people and relationships to your life. The goal is not to let cultural codes get you down for long – your self-esteem does not ride on your looks or your bank account. So don’t let a bad hair day get the best of you. There is much more to you than what’s visible (or printed on your bank statement).

Regardless of how your persona pans out, it’s inevitable that we will all experience lows every now and then. Nurturing awareness for your triggers and knowing how to rise above negativity gives you the kind of self-esteem others can only dream of. When you feel yourself dropping lower than you’d like to, take control before things get out of hand – calling an Ask Mars Venus coach to talk things through can help you gain ground and anchor that self-esteem.
The Bottom Line …

Some of the biggest ingredients in feeling good and developing a great self-esteem are maintaining a healthy attitude, taking care of yourself, and treating yourself right both inside and out. Creating a high self-esteem doesn’t have to be an elusive mountain to climb. When you have a good self-esteem, it can waver; when your self-esteem is low, there is still hope for reversing your state of mind. No matter what position you’re in, self-esteem takes effort. Always work to try and distinguish between the big things and the little things you encounter in life – there are definitely some issues that are worth getting worked up about, and others that really don’t warrant your attention and energy.