Chill Out~

Well, today was quite a nice day compared to other days. Except for the early morning part, where both of us, see teng and I quarreled again for the same old topic ---money matters.But the rest, its quite fun and i really want to thanked Geng Yi, my great grandpa for stepping into see teng and my argument and sort of solved the problem for us.Thank you very much.

Talk about money problem...i guess, see teng and i had been quarreling on this for N times. Both of us come from a diff type of family and i don't know why...we can tolerate each other for every thing but not this. My family is the type where we will try our best to save as much as we can....and what im so angry about is...some how or rather....i feel from see teng that she thinks im stingy.Maybe im wrong..Maybe she don't mean so...but some how i just feel that. Thats why, i keep telling her this morning that both of us was brought up in diff method....we came from diff family background...so you can't just compare both of us. On the other hand, See Teng's family don't save as much as my family.Maybe they does, but i just didn't see before la. I just feel envy towards her, that she can buy what ever things she want....esp those expensive clothes where i can never get the chance to buy them until i work.I guess, even when i work....i don't think i will buy it too....coz...i was brought up so. From young till now....my clothes pricing is never more than RM 20 EACH !! Mind that...no matter how nice or how worthwhile that clothes is.....i can never buy it if the price is more than RM 20.And you know what...last time...my budget given was only RM5..when i was in primary school ? Then, i talked to my mum when im in my teens that it is impossible to get a clothes that looks almost like the other friends at RM 5...thats when i was given a rise to RM 20. Maybe, some of you might say...why not save ur own pocket money and buy urself ?? Ahaha * scornfully *...i hope i can do it. You all can never understand. My pocket money is seriously under strict inspection.What ever i bought, i must tell my mum...where i got it and how much was it.If she happens to knows that clothes price is more than RM 20....i will get into serious trouble ...like pocket money cut off ?? Think about it....i only have RM 200 per month to support my Hp...to support my meals.....my meals was counted like this. If i had my dinner and lunch outside with my friends...like in shopping centre or what...that is on my own. No rebate or anything.Lolz. If i had it in my Uni, that was counted on myself too.My mum will have her reason saying that :" well, i cooked ...and its ur problem that you dun want to come back for meals.thats why its ur problem for paying...".So, when she say that...what can you say more ?? Beside meals, i have to pay for my entertainment...yea...going out for karaeokea session, my friends present for wat ever wat ever....my transport to the malls....etc etc.Sometimes,i even pay for my photostapping stufs and clubs stuf....sigh ~ All in all...if i don't save up...i will really have trouble in getting proper meals....and the worst thing is...im not allowed to spend all my pocket money...or else my mum will grumble again...: why spent alll the money ?? you thought ur family very rich ar ?? " sigh sigh ~ thats why, teng...i told u , like what u told me too :" you can never understand my family as well as i do " .SO, just stop arguing about this matter. No matter what you and yun say...i will never change....coz im really very grateful for this kinda habit.Becoz of this...i got to do twinning....becoz of this....i got to enter medicine ( or else u tot supporting 2 medicine students is an easy job meh )...becoz of this, my dad don't have to work so hard and had a cosy life....becoz of this...i got to go travelling alone. So....i know you are trying to safe me from arguing with my future bf about this matter which will cause a real big trouble.....but ....seriously, its not easy to change a person's character in one day !! esp when im still living with my parents.....doing the same old habit everyday ....wait till im living alone....maybe i can change...but ....u sure u will not like me if i continue to be so ? and wont' i be too angelic like what u described me yesterday if i changed too ??

Seriously,i don't want to argue with you every morning....coz usually im very tired in the morning and will be very patientless...so i might say something cuting. But i can't tell you like dat.....coz by the time i calm down and wanted to talk about this again...we r usually on other topic adi and i don't want to start off another argument...sigh ~ Just let me be like this till the day i die ya !! i know...im annoying ...but just dun care about how i spend money....coz every family has their diff ways of spending !! So...you and yun...just spend on ur way...i will not say anything ( i dun think i ever said anything ...maybe the most is i say...the clothes is so expensive ...to me...) and pls...just leave me alone on this matter....coz it hurts me alot whenever both of u talk about this.I can't change and im envyinng u all.....what else can i do ?? My mum controls of everything and im just one of the low pangkat ppl who have to listen to her command.Sigh ~

well....lets talk about something else...and to all my readers...the above statement is not only to see teng....but to everyone else.I know, i don't look like dat kinda ppl...and ppl usually hides their bad characteristic.....But im exposing myself.If you guys think im a very bad ppl to be friends with...its okay if you all just go off like that. so....Just leave me alone in money matters.i can't do what i want.

Right, this afternoon, see teng, geng yi and I went to taylors....Lolz ~ to see our old friends. Wow, compared to them...we looked real matured.Sigh ~ with the OL attires...of coz we looked old...and you know what...we are actually way younger than them , and we LOOK OLD !!! sigh sigh ~ So sad !!! sob sob sob !! well , our old friends are real nice....they skip one hour class for us....how touching !!!So, bascially, we just chat....mainly on IMU life coz they are real interested.Lolz ~ When they know our pervertness ...and what we did in IMu for orientation....they were so horrified.Hahaha ~ The best part was see teng's group cheer....clitomania !! Gosh...their face was so funny...as if they can't belive see teng actually perform that cheer infront of like 200 ppl ?? Well, we actually waited for the food to arrive for a very long time and we can't do anything except to chat. Apparently, my old friends are so glad about skipping one class --statistic..lolz ~ And then, our topic changed to a guy call Jeremy...i have no idea who is he...but he sounds bad, SP and SS to me....Lolz ~

After the little gathering....a nice meal and a nice chit chat....we finally sent my friends back to Taylors and we went to Monash.Wow.....Monash was real nice compared to IMU.Just the scenery, already win IMU a lot.Sigh ~ never mind.Anyway, teng went there to hand in her A Lvls result.Apparently, she passed the ISAT and interview.....so she was required to hand in her A lvls result.BUt, i think its better for her to study Monash if she can get a place there.At least, Monash's degree in Med is recognise by Aus...but IMU's one is not....sigh ~ i know i will be lonely without her....but still...i cannot be so selfish...can i ?? So, i have to let her go if she got a place in Monash...whcih i really think she will get one.She might say no......but according to my instinct....she will get one !! Sigh ~ im gona miss her !! BY the way, while she was handing her results...i smsed jane June to asked her to help me inform the music teacher about not attending the class today.Well...everyday was set up so fine.........but, see teng and i ...real naughthy....still dare to go up to the library when we know the Sem3 are going to finish their lecture in 45 minutes time. well....we came out from the library at striaght 3.30pm thinking that the Sem3 won;t be that fast...and you know who we saw just as we steped out from the lib entrence ?? Jaslyn ~~ YUp, the sem3 Jaslyn...i was like " oh no...."....then we try to avoid them...esp Jane June.The funny thing is....we R suppose to avoid jane june in IMU....but we only avoid her ard the PBL rooms.....Lolz.....and we still dare to view all the nice potraits and pix set up in the atrium.....gosh ~ the atrium is just below the PBL rooms.So, in the mean time, we didn't see Jane June at all....and see teng and i thought we were safe....so we went to the toilet and both of us let down our hair( and i look like a banshee ).Then, we walked tru the cafeteria to the car park...and there we SAW jane june...in her usual GRP.....GOSH ~~ lola~~ Lucky i looked like a banshee and i dun think Jane June recognise me although she saw me.hahahaha ~ Thank God !! So, in the end...we went home !!

All in all, this is a real exciting day and i miss my old friends so much !!! tomodachi sang.....aishiteru !! Lolz ~

Have a nice day tmr !!

ichigo