Finally Last Day !!

Too many things to say in my heart,yet, i really don't know where to start off...and how i shud put here.I haven't been here for few days....hmm...i guess most of u r glad...Lolz ~ Yea, i know my posts are long.....well, i just can't help writing that long...and if i write it short, its not me---not doreen's style anymore...i might be someone else's style...which i don't really like. What written here, are usually the things i have been thinking in my heart, yet cannot and will not speak out loud in public. Not that i don't dare to say.....but, i just don't want to hurt other ppl......let myself be hurt better than hurting other ppl..........silly rite ?? hahaha ~

Anyway, these few days...i didn't log in here, partially due to the work load i have accumulate since last week.Seriously,its just a week...come on, 5 days....i didn't study...and now....my work pile up like malaysia's Mount Kinabalu.Gosh ~ i wonder how long would i take to finish everything !! Besides that, i have my AIR topic to complete.Im so thankful that i started earlier ( i guess..2 weeks earlier ) and i have actually set out the skeletal of the whole thing.The only thing i need to do is just put everything nicely into one paragraph and recheck to see whether i left out something or not.Im actually very surprised that im so careful for once.....and for once too, that i care so much for the 1 mark. Usually, 1 mark to me is a very mild thing....i would just scorn at it...." ceh...1 mark only MAH ~~ ", but well, here in IMU, i think 1 mark means a lot......it determines whether u pass or fail. So well, i only touch the PC when im in IMU,just to check my mails and thats it.I don't even go to the PC room in my house for fear that i cannot resist the ' temptation " of going online.Lolz ~

Well, just now, i just had my MMS ( medical museum session ) with Dr. Perera.He is actually my Mentor but i doubt he knows im his mentee....never mind....he will know one day !! At 1st, i don't think he is so good....since he walked out of us few weeks ago....and his lectures are usually boring. But well, im wrong.He is real good !! He is an anatomist and im not surprised he can just named the muscles easily.But i tell you, he can gives us a lecture on the brain....naming all the what ever names so fast and before u even hear the name of particular structure....he jumps to the next structure already.Besides brains,muscle, hearts, joints, bones....he is also good in skin structure....basically everything !!! Wow, im amazed by his skill and really salute him !! Yes...i got a great mentor....hahaha ~ Anyway, after the session, i realised that im so poor in my studies ( yes, i am....don't comfort me....i know myself !! ) and in my heart, i determined to study hard during the hari Raya Holidays.Yet,i think he saw this plan in almost everyone's eyes....and he start telling us not to study......not in holidays at least !! He thinks that Holidays are holidays where we should enjoy ourself and not torture ourself.We should do things we cannot do during normal days and we should have lots of fun, lots of rest so that when we are bakc next week....we are fresh and can undergo more lecture....learn more knowledge !! See...he is a good guy rite ?? the only one asking us not to study during hols...but well...im going to study little bit...since i have nothing to do in the hols except to look after my old grandpa who is coming to my house this coming Sat.

Talk about my grandpa, he stays with my aunty ( my father's sister ) in SP ( sungai petani....not Sunway piramid ...dude !! ) Well, my aunt is coming for a ...what ever church thingy next week...and she is bringing my grandpa along ( can't throw him alone in the house rite ) and sort of " put " him in my house for a week ( my grandpa detest Christian....due to some bad experiance).Now the problem is....my parents are going to Taiwan next week and only my cousin and I are at home.I think i could survive this week alone at home ( hahaha...i will run to See teng's house for sure !! ) but well....now....i have to look after my grandpa...which is not an easy job....and i start to doubt my ability to cook for him....to take care after him.I just scare that i will hurt him or cause whatever accidents ( u know rite...im never careful and always so clumsy !! ) Well, guess i cannot do anything but try my best !!

Right, time to go....gona pick See Teng up from her MMS ...hahaha ~ we are in diff group...thats why im quite lonely here...typing my blog.Or else...i don't think i will sit down here quietly ...hahaha

Happy Depavali and Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends ( no matter u r indian or not, malay or not ...^_^ )

and to those...like me.....Happy Holidays !! Enjoy !!


Muackz ~


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