Too Many Or Too Little ??

Early this evening, i was thinking of not writing a post here today, since i have nothing to write at all.But after some exercise, a TV drama and a nice bath, suddenly, all the things that i shud have put in my post pops out in my mind. So, in the end, there are so many things in my mind until i don't know which one should i started talking about it 1st.

Before i start my post, today was actually the 22th post i put here.......i just realised i have been writing consistently for about 19 days.....amazing rite ?? Well, there is a bad side about this, that is, i have abandoned my diary.My diary has always been my best friend since form 1. It have gone tru with me for so many ups and downs esp during A Lvls exams period.Lolz ~ How many ppl actually know that i studied until i cry infront of the PC during the exams period ?? Erm, 1 ?? which is Ernest ?? He was just coincidently there when i feel like crying....hahaha ~ So, no offence to those who never know about me breaking down infront of my PC. So, i guess, i will still keep this blog up everyday, but i will also start on something private in my diary book.Afterall, i really have too many to talk about, general and private stuf.Most of them, i shall share with my readers, but....some....i shall keep it private.

Right, let me talk about the ECA recruitment drive today.This morning, around 11 am, See Teng and I reached IMU, thinking that we will still have to wait for the society's booth to open....but we made a mistake.All the booth are ready when we reached there.So, after See Teng had her lunch, we started our stroll in the Atrium where all the booth are situated. Opps, i forgotten,before we went, Melissa and Selin actually came over to our table and promote her club to us....hahaha ~ So, the 1st booth we went to, was the Music And Performance Club.My dear readers, do not think im and expert in Music that i can Perform when you see me join this club.I can assure you that you are perfectly wrong !! Actually, the 1st main reason i joined, is becoz they are See Teng's friend and Selin is my Lab mate.So, somehow, i must give them a little bit face rite?? 2ndly, they are telling me about the cheaper price of the MPO's ticket if i become the member of he MPC club. Hmm, actually, i planned to tell them, im already a member of the MPO, but well, i guess they can get a slightly cheaper price than me, so i just keep that info to myself and joined that.Ouch, that club actually cost me RM3...hahaha ~ Seriously, for nothing, just a club, we need to pay Rm 3....sigh ~ Next, we went to the AMSA.What is AMSA ?? you may asked...esp those non-medical student.So, to my medical uni senior and friends, do allow me to explain what is that. AMSA stands for Asian Medical Student Association.Meaning ?? Another special club for medical student.Lolz ~ Okay, its INTERNATIONALLY RECOGNISED......wah....real pa pai rite ?? ahaha ~ Anyway, basically, every year, 6 students from IMU will be sent to one of the Asian country with other students from UPM and other public Uni in Malaysia. They REPRESENT Malaysia...in other words in that special conference.Yea...conference....but..its not an easy task, you have to perform a presentation infront of every one...gosh, i don't think i can do it !! Anyway, this year, IMU students won 1st prize in Hong Kong * applause * ....Lolz ~ Good For them !! Anyway, we joined that club and i bought a special T-shirt which i have wanted to buy since i 1st saw it.Its in red...yea...RED...and the back was written I AM NOt yet a doctor....Lolz ~ the " yet " word, they make it so small and sort of slot it in as if forgotten to put in the sentence " i am not a doc "...haha ~ REal creative. Well, the shirt actually is not in S size,there is no more S...so i have to get the M...i just tried it on just now and it looks like a Pyjamas...hahaha ~ I think i will change with them if tmr there is stock.

Next, See Teng and I was horrified to see our Photo in the Chinese Musical Club.Gosh, Jane June ( one of the seniors ) took our photo that day and told us it will be put on the board on recruitment drive...i thought she was just joking and there will be lots more better photo that can be put on...so...im actually not prepared for that.hahaha ~ Well, im planning to collect money from Jane June again.....she owe me the publicity money...come on...use my photo, must pay me right ?? There, we were " persuaded " by one of the Sem4 seniors to join the Chinese Society. Surprisingly, there wasn't many ppl who joined that club...sad to see that actually.And, that senior keeps promoting that club...so in the end, we decided to join that too.YOU KNOW WHAT......the club fee was RM5....OUCH ~~ So EXPENSIVE !!!wah liow...where can like dat wor ?? no ppl should be cheaper rite ?? how come.Never mind, anggap that RM 5 for 2 clubs la...since Chinese Musical and Chinese society is interlinked. Next, Hellen Keller got us. This is actually a club that assiciates with the deaf ppl. Well, i joined that partly because of the sing language class which will starts off next week.hahaha ~ learn a new skill is a good thing rite ??? and you know what ?? Its FOC !! so nice ~~ i reli love you...Hellen Keller. Last but not least, we went for the Crusaiders.Hmm...its associating with the AIDS ppl.....so, i guess to help out is a good thing rite ?? Actually, i planned to join dance club at 1st, but when i saw they only have Hip Hop and ball room dancing....the word " sien " pops out in my mind. So, i didn't join that. Tai chi, im very interested, but due to the time arrangement, i shall have to observe my work 1st, before i can take up any more course. Lolz ~ hey, no joke...im a Tai Chi girl....i actually graduated from Tai Chi okay.......i finished all the steps when im in Form4 !! So...don't come and fight with me...coz you may lose !!! wakaka

After the recruitment drive, We( see teng and i again ) went to galaxy in Puchong to be light bulb....hahaha ~ Actually, not light bulb la, think from other angle, its like a small gathering. But, i can tell you that, if there is another chance of going there again......i will not JOIN !! i WON"T . Pls, this is the worst K session i ever had. Its so sien until there was one part where i nearly fell asleep.hahaha ~ No body's fault actually......really...maybe coz the song list there does not have the songs i like......or maybe coz there is some communication prob between us until there was one part where just some ppl are singing !! Gosh, seriously, next time don't ajak me to this K session again.....i will only go with my PM 5 buddies and my best friends....and perhaps my seniors for once...if they really make the day fun..then i shall continue joining them.....if not...sorry !!

Alright, that was actually what i did for the whole day. i DOn't know whether i had too much fun or what...im having a headache now....sigh ~ Whats more, when i think about tmr, where i will sit alone in the LT and eat my lunch alone.....i feel very sien and don't want to go to lectures any more.Sigh ~ See teng is having her dentist appointment tmr and cannot attend the lectures at all !! Sigh Sigh ~ Sien ~ Teng...im missing you adi !!

Just now, i just saw a new drama series called " The Hospital "Its something like the " shiroi kyota " in the jap drama...same name...same background..but diff story line. Well, today's episode ( actually not the whole thing la, but the end part ) was saying that the patient which just undergo a pap smear suddenly becomes critical....so the usual drama suspense where the machines will starting " ringing ".....hahaha....so fake !! I saw a real one....in my hospital attachment and non of it was that kind.So so so fake !! Anyway, the episode ended with the patient's heart stop pumping and you can hear the " beeeeeeeee " sound of the stupid machine....then they was showing the part for tmr and you know what....the patient's death was under the responsibilities of the Anesthecist.Oh come on, she did even do anything.Before the operation, the patient was still okay.....the patient's condition turn bad when the operation just ended...how could they blame the pretty anesthecist ?? Just because she is a SHE...so she must bear the responsible ?? Gosh....this society is so unfair to women hood !! How could they do that ?? SO SO SO SO SO UNFAIR.i hope...next time, i won't meeet this type of situation....such a sad case !!

Sigh ~ I guess, i better stop typing...my headache is gettting worst...i better go and sleep now...i finally understand what happened to me.I got a disappointment...which i will not tell anyone except my dear diary........sigh sigh ~sorry dear readers !!

signing off now ~~

Have a nice day tmr !!

-ichigo-